Comments | doctorx: Good things happen, but I'm still me, sadly.

doctorx

Good things happen, but I'm still me, sadly.

Mar 07, 2006 19:34

Started work today. Doing data entry stuff for GCI. I don't have a login yet, so it was one of those "Sit and watch other people work" kinda days. Still, they appear to be cool people ( Read more... )

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lordwinky March 8 2006, 05:02:29 UTC

My take on it is that there is nothing wrong with wanting love, but sometimes you shouldn't go searching for it. You can still want it, but not go after it.

doctorx March 8 2006, 05:38:10 UTC

Yeah, but you're also a fan of that second theory too.

beeker13 March 8 2006, 08:27:09 UTC

I honestly think that you should exclude all people in your life that have contact with she who must be destroyed... I honestly think you need to take that approach... and those that you want to remain close to that still speak to her... just polietly say.. "Hey.. you wanna talk about bitch... please respect me and my feelings and dont do it around me... Thanks..."

Simple effective... I also agree to the whole dont find love it will find you... there is no way in hell I was ready to be smacked upside the head... but it happened.. and Jim... it will happen for you...

doctorx March 8 2006, 09:05:24 UTC

I think everyone around me has learned not to bring her up. Apart from clicking on her MySpace link that one day, I've made no effort to contact her since she decided to give up my friendship to pursue a career as a full-time Total Cunt. No, this is someone who must have just attended one of her seminars on "Hurting Jim For Fun And Profit."

andrea_in_ak March 8 2006, 23:57:58 UTC

So it was "friendship" that I gave up huh? Sure didn't seem like much of a friendship to me. I offered YOU friendship but it was never enough for you. Instead you did nothing but make me feel bad about not giving you enough attention even though we got to hang out EVERY week. Now you just go around looking for things to be angry at me about even though you never see or talk to me. You call me names and say all manner of degrading things about me where you know I can read them. You've even started bringing my son into this and making it sound like I'm a bad mother on top of everything else you've accused me of. Do you think I just don't notice ( ... )

I AM hurt. doctorx March 9 2006, 04:17:26 UTC

I've honestly tried in the past to talk to you about how I'm feeling without bringing up how you've made me feel. I have. One might as well try talking to Stephen Hawking but insisting "No science stuff ( ... )

Thread 5

melissakmock March 8 2006, 18:22:50 UTC

Congratulations, on the whole GCI job thing... that is great.

stvandal March 8 2006, 19:55:37 UTC

In the immortal words of 1942, congratulation.
As for love, if you stop drop and roll you're liable to find something.

AntonZuber stvandal March 8 2006, 22:28:01 UTC

I just think you need better lines than "I'm a horrible monster beneath your boots, please go out with me." You'd have about as much luck if you bathed yourself in cow manure before visiting the bar.

Seriously, the self loathing tactic never works. Stop calling yourself a monster, Stop fixating on hating her, and do some of that moving on stuff. You aren't going to find love until you do.