Comments | doctorx: To whoever's been posting anonymously in my journal.

doctorx

To whoever's been posting anonymously in my journal.

Sep 01, 2006 20:20

People don't tell him this, as a matter of fact, they tell him the opposite, he just insists on saying stuff like that. For attention, or sympathy or something, I'm not sure which. But saying stuff like this, makes the people who do care feel like shit, and quit trying, because nothing we say, seems to be good enough or matter.Yeah, your "Wow, you ( Read more... )

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karatejarrod September 3 2006, 18:26:09 UTC

/agree

If you're such a cowardly bastage, perhaps the problems you see in Jim are also your problems. In such a case, perhaps an open dialog here would do you some good, too. In case you didn't notice, there's a good 12-15 people that come here to talk with Jim *and we like him* about his issues. Perhaps the best thing you could do is join us here and work out your aggression/depression issues.
Strangely enough, everyone else that posts here DOES care and I'm sure we could care for/with/about you, also. Put a little faith in humanity - at least where you've seen the good sides, anyway.

doctorx September 3 2006, 18:33:49 UTC

Thanks. Yeah, I realized that along with saying "people that actually DO care" comes an admission that yes, such people exist.

Not anonymous... andrea_in_ak September 4 2006, 18:39:40 UTC

Well at least you can check me off your list of possibly being the anonymous poster. Being the number one target of your blame for being depressed for the last year or two I can kinda understand why you would have thought it was me. Honestly though I count myself among your other friends here that really just want you to get better. I'm sorry if I can't be the friend you want me to be but at least know that I certainly do not want you dead. I've done my best to just try to stay out of your life since I only seem to make things worse but you keep dragging me back into it. Leaving a message on my phone accusing me of being the anonymous poster on your livejournal was a surprise but I didn't get upset about it. I'm sure you are well aware at this point of how I feel about you and this situation and no attacks are nesessary.
Take care Jim.

Re: Not anonymous... doctorx September 5 2006, 05:34:50 UTC

Well, hopefully not TOO much of a surprise, cause I DID call you and ask you directly and you said no, and I apologized for previous conclusion-jumping.

I want to be able to count you amongst my friends, too. It seems to be a contageous problem lately that people don't understand that "I count myself among your friends" and "just try to stay out of your life" are mutually exclusive things.

I know you can't be the kind of friend that I HAVE wanted you to be, and that is why I've tried several times to redefine what kind of friend I DO want you to be. I don't want you to "make things worse" any more than you do. And I don't think they will be, because I don't want anything from you other than to be my real friend now.
You do the same, Andrea.

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doctorx September 17 2006, 06:28:23 UTC

You made the decision to get the hell out. Your "Let him stew in his misery til he magically pulls happiness out of his ass" plan, remember?