Comments | doctorx: Figured it out.

doctorx

Figured it out.

Dec 27, 2006 18:01

People don't want me to die because fucking me over is the key to happiness. And if I do the ultimate fucking myself over, nobody else will get to.

Ask my ex-friends, ask anyone I've ever felt anything for. They wouldn't dream of telling me, of course, but I'm sure they'll tell you.

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Re: Taking you up on the challenge. doctorx December 28 2006, 08:46:28 UTC

Sure. Give it a go.

People down there might have forgotten. Local references could give you more accurate info.

shaysdays December 28 2006, 07:02:24 UTC

Look. Your 'friends' or 'people?' The ones you're putting so much stock in? They seem to be either annoying help vampires or drama queens. The latter means you have a bit in common, at least when it comes to this LJ, the former means you might possibly. I may only 'know' you from here and CS, but someone's got to say something like this ( ... )

doctorx December 28 2006, 08:44:02 UTC

Actually, they accuse me of being the drama-creating one, but that's beside your point. I thank you for coming this far and understand that it's gotten to be too much. I hope it can stop being like that someday, I'm just not very good at hoping.

stvandal December 28 2006, 12:53:39 UTC

Say, Jeff and I have this half thought-out idea to go down to Florida this summer and drive and RV up to Anchorage. It's just an idea, but it bears looking into some more. Has Jeff called you yet? I know he was trying to get ahold of you.
Don't let Anchorage get you down too much, man. That place is a prison. When are you moving back down here, anyway?

It has been, sadly. doctorx December 28 2006, 12:58:32 UTC

Haven't heard from him yet. I'm out of my parents' place and using my mom's cell phone til I can get a permanent one of my own. (That other was a disposible.) Email me some contact numbers, man.

Re: It has been, sadly. stvandal December 28 2006, 13:58:44 UTC

What's your email addy again? I'll get your new number to Jeff tomorrow (today).

Re: It has been, sadly. doctorx December 28 2006, 14:36:33 UTC

captaindefenestrator@yahoo.com

thebillies December 28 2006, 14:55:47 UTC

(((HUGS)))

doctorx December 28 2006, 15:01:57 UTC

Thanks.
(((OTHER HALF OF THE HUG EQUATION)))

xanaxpsychosis December 28 2006, 20:51:19 UTC

I don't really care what your 'ex-friends' say. You're a good person and you need to stay in this world. *hugs*

thebillies December 28 2006, 21:06:09 UTC

I also second this statement!

doctorx January 6 2007, 15:00:07 UTC

Thanks, both of you. Afraid I'm having another of those nights now.

thebillies January 7 2007, 17:23:53 UTC

Sorry to hear this. Hope you are ok by the time I read this. I was working a 24 hours shift and have just got in.