Still wondering where THAT came from?

[dodgyamerican]

For so long all I wanted to hear was that you loved me...and now that you have I am scared to lose you again.

So I am certain all you ladies are tired of hearing about the Jeremy situation. I know I get sick of my obsessing over it. Whoever said love was blind was only part right. Its apparently retarded and shuts off the common sense part of your

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Thanks girl

[dodgyamerican]

I do deserve to be happy. I have spent so much time being so miserable that its gotta be my turn for something good to happen right? I do love him its just sometimes hard to let the past be the past. I want us to start with a clean slate but I still have to ask for some help letting go the negative and focusing on the positive. Thanks hon, I appreciate your input.

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[dodgyamerican]

I am trying to be happy without being blind. I dont wanna go in this angry at him from before but I know I also cant go in like a love sick crazy whatever. I do love him but I know I cant go thru all that mess again. I gotta just love him...with caution.