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[doeblueeyes]

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[latteheart]

Oh...? What is it?

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[doeblueeyes]

Like, you know... how you mentioned you try not to think of someone a certain way?

Isn't it ever hard to... like... stop thinking of them a certain way?

How do you do it?

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[latteheart]

Ah...that's...it is hard. Very hard. Usually...in my case, I just remind myself of all the reasons it would be a bad idea. Or I just think of them as something else instead.

Though...why do you want to stop?

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[doeblueeyes]

Why?

...

I suppose... I hadn't thought of why... but I guess I'm scared. I've always been lead to believe it's bad but no one has ever said it outright. I feel like hypocrite now. I'm scared to feel this way... I'm not sure what would happen if I continue feeling this way about him. It's strange because it never bothered me before... now it does.

[bardforblood]

Ohh? An artist...?

[doeblueeyes]

I try to be... it's a nice pass time. I like to experiment with different materials. I'm not very good with people but I enjoy landscapes mostly.

Do you paint?

[bardforblood]

Landscapes are always lovely subjects. There's nothing in the world quite like the serenity of nature?

Me? Oh no, my art is music.

[doeblueeyes]

Hm, I agree. I like ruins... or vines drooping from nature, like little swings. Open skies are nice but I long to paint a cosy forest sometime... but this city... I wonder if I can paint something beautiful from it.

You're a musician, sir? What instrument do you play?

[Voice; English]

[miiirrriiiaaa]

[Two really horrible off-pitch voices cracks through. Sitar playing can be heard faintly.]

We wish you a Merry Augustmas!
We wish you a Merry Augustmas!
We wish you a Merry Augustmas!
And a Happy Halloween!
Good tidings we bring to you and your kin!
Good tiding for Augustmas and a Happy Halloween!♪~

[Voice; Japanese/broken English]

[doeblueeyes]

Oh!

A-ugustmasu?

S-Sanku very machu!

[She turns away, shouting to her butler in Japanese]
Raphael! Raphael! Come here quickly! Someone is signing something and I think it's in English! Come quickly! Tell me what they're signing about!

[Voice; Japanese/broken English]

[miiirrriiiaaa]

Jingle bells, tears dispelled
Augustmas is here!
Snowmen we will make outside
And chase the gray away!♪~

[Voice; Japanese/broken English]

[doeblueeyes]

JINGAU BELLSU! JINGAU BELLSU!

[She claps, very happy with the singing]

Many! Sing Many!

[Locked] STFU!! I HAVE TO DO THIS, GO AWAY!

[loyal_cube]

"Butler business?"

Is everything alright?

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[doeblueeyes]

Yea... you know, stuff only butlers know about.

Everything is fine, don't worry. It's just... I have a few things I was just... I don't know really how to phrase... but I thought you'd know about... Butler-like things I can't ask Raphael about.

Like, when you tell your mistress... "That's not proper" that's the same as "that's wrong," right?

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[loyal_cube]

Why can't you ask Mr. Raphael? That's what he's there for, to help you. Not that I mind...

[He thinks about this for a moment before continuing]
It really does depend on it's context. Can you give me an example?

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[doeblueeyes]

Because I just can't! If I could have asked him I would have, ok? It's just weird asking him some things because... he just can't answer some things. I want your opinion!

Well... like... hm...

Lets say, your Mistress likes someone... and you said "It's not proper." Is that wrong? I mean, could she still like tat person even if it's not proper or is it wrong to like them at all?