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Been busy lately. But I still stop in and read everyones journal. I have a bit of time right now before I read about chinese culture for the next five hours.
Well I've been at skoo and trying really hard to figure out what I want to do with it. As of now I'll stick with science. Maybe get a degree in physics and minor in spanish. After that I can work for my goals in Astronomy. Lately i've had this wild hair up my ass to become a teacher. ..cha I know ..crazy. Here I am Mr "I dont wanna sit and explain shit to people my whole life" and im thinking about teaching as a career. Not bad though. If I do there's no way in hell i'm gonna stay in this country and teach. It's time we move it on up. Maybe Spain. But lets not get our head in the clouds. Must focus on the present. Which is school and work. ..only I quit my job. Right now im jobless, which is fine cause all my worries are on school and I have more time to do what I need to do, and I do it better now that I have more time to do it. So that bein said I'm certain I got B's or higher in all my classes. Tis good....university here I come!
Plus...not having a job has greatly motivated me to find another. I got some eyes at kitt peak observatory openings for me. Tour guide, or cashier. There I might be able to stick my foot in the door to get some hands on experience assisting. Crunching numbers. Also im applying as a math tutor at Pima (algebra). Im not going to the University of Mexico this summer. ...=( I dont feel like now is a good time for that. Funds are not stable, nor is my spanish. I was gonna stay in the dorms down there, and a counselor found me a job as a tutor there too. But it was only gonna be for the summer, and like I said...now's not a good time. My spanish teacher told me "You know what they say about mexico...so far from god..so close to the United States" ....not sure what she meant there.
Anyways im still a vegetarian. Gangsta. Been reading a lot about it too. I've read that a vegetarian who eats poorly and smokes cigarettes can get anemia. So i've quite smoking.....I didn't wake up one day and say "...I need to stop smoking" ..I dont think i've ever said that. I just stopped buying one day...and I've kept some distance between my amigos who do smoke, and about five days later I've realized that I haven't been smoking. So I lit one up and smoked it to the filter. Hah...just kidding. I figured I might as well just stop. Now I go swimming. Yup...everyday after school from 5-7 are my hours that I swim. I even have expensive goggles! I usually swim for about an hour each day on the weekdays. It's fucking beautiful. I get out of class at 3 hot and sticky so I dont have to drag my self to a gym or anything. I just jump in a pool...and after an hour every inch of my body is relaxed and I just go home shower and im ready for the books once more. I'm eating right too. It sucks being a vegetarian cause I have to cook all my own meals...I can't go out or anything.. but I dont care anymore I make some bomb ass food.
I've rebuilt my first guitar. I took it to Bevins guitar shop on 4th avenue when I still had my job. I bough two Zack Wylde (sp) EMG humbucker pickups (100$ a peice) and had the whole body reconstructed to fit the pickups wich called for the pickboard to be adjusted, cavities to be widened, and wires to be routed. A job he did for me only for 75$ now I have this guitar that cost 129$ with 200$ pickups and a 1600$ sound. I love it.
I've also been playing a lot of World of Warcraft. I love that game...and everyone I know plays it too! I got a level 30 Tauren Druid and a level 10 undead Warlock...for those who play.
Not much luck on the women though. At first I just threw myself to the wolves there, but now something's been bothering me. I talk to the ladies...one particularly..but now I see her she has this look like "why havn't you asked me out yet?" ...It's aggravtaing as hell...I dont like seeing couples right now. I get angry. I hate how they can just zone the world out and focus on each other. Maybe I'm just bitter and jealous. Since Colleen left i've cracked a bit in that field. She was such a large part of my life, and now I just got this big hole through my head where she was. I know time heals all but you all know me and I say fuck time. I dont want to forget, but i'm being forced to. Fuck it. Hopefully i'll wake up and start making some moves, I'm not a desperado. I know eventually i'll find someone to stick to.
Thats about all I want to say now. sorry I had to end on a bad note.
Been busy lately. But I still stop in and read everyones journal. I have a bit of time right now before I read about chinese culture for the next five hours.
Well I've been at skoo and trying really hard to figure out what I want to do with it. As of now I'll stick with science. Maybe get a degree in physics and minor in spanish. After that I can work for my goals in Astronomy. Lately i've had this wild hair up my ass to become a teacher. ..cha I know ..crazy. Here I am Mr "I dont wanna sit and explain shit to people my whole life" and im thinking about teaching as a career. Not bad though. If I do there's no way in hell i'm gonna stay in this country and teach. It's time we move it on up. Maybe Spain. But lets not get our head in the clouds. Must focus on the present. Which is school and work. ..only I quit my job. Right now im jobless, which is fine cause all my worries are on school and I have more time to do what I need to do, and I do it better now that I have more time to do it. So that bein said I'm certain I got B's or higher in all my classes. Tis good....university here I come!
Plus...not having a job has greatly motivated me to find another. I got some eyes at kitt peak observatory openings for me. Tour guide, or cashier. There I might be able to stick my foot in the door to get some hands on experience assisting. Crunching numbers. Also im applying as a math tutor at Pima (algebra). Im not going to the University of Mexico this summer. ...=( I dont feel like now is a good time for that. Funds are not stable, nor is my spanish. I was gonna stay in the dorms down there, and a counselor found me a job as a tutor there too. But it was only gonna be for the summer, and like I said...now's not a good time. My spanish teacher told me "You know what they say about mexico...so far from god..so close to the United States" ....not sure what she meant there.
Anyways im still a vegetarian. Gangsta. Been reading a lot about it too. I've read that a vegetarian who eats poorly and smokes cigarettes can get anemia. So i've quite smoking.....I didn't wake up one day and say "...I need to stop smoking" ..I dont think i've ever said that. I just stopped buying one day...and I've kept some distance between my amigos who do smoke, and about five days later I've realized that I haven't been smoking. So I lit one up and smoked it to the filter. Hah...just kidding. I figured I might as well just stop. Now I go swimming. Yup...everyday after school from 5-7 are my hours that I swim. I even have expensive goggles! I usually swim for about an hour each day on the weekdays. It's fucking beautiful. I get out of class at 3 hot and sticky so I dont have to drag my self to a gym or anything. I just jump in a pool...and after an hour every inch of my body is relaxed and I just go home shower and im ready for the books once more. I'm eating right too. It sucks being a vegetarian cause I have to cook all my own meals...I can't go out or anything.. but I dont care anymore I make some bomb ass food.
I've rebuilt my first guitar. I took it to Bevins guitar shop on 4th avenue when I still had my job. I bough two Zack Wylde (sp) EMG humbucker pickups (100$ a peice) and had the whole body reconstructed to fit the pickups wich called for the pickboard to be adjusted, cavities to be widened, and wires to be routed. A job he did for me only for 75$ now I have this guitar that cost 129$ with 200$ pickups and a 1600$ sound. I love it.
I've also been playing a lot of World of Warcraft. I love that game...and everyone I know plays it too! I got a level 30 Tauren Druid and a level 10 undead Warlock...for those who play.
Not much luck on the women though. At first I just threw myself to the wolves there, but now something's been bothering me. I talk to the ladies...one particularly..but now I see her she has this look like "why havn't you asked me out yet?" ...It's aggravtaing as hell...I dont like seeing couples right now. I get angry. I hate how they can just zone the world out and focus on each other. Maybe I'm just bitter and jealous. Since Colleen left i've cracked a bit in that field. She was such a large part of my life, and now I just got this big hole through my head where she was. I know time heals all but you all know me and I say fuck time. I dont want to forget, but i'm being forced to. Fuck it. Hopefully i'll wake up and start making some moves, I'm not a desperado. I know eventually i'll find someone to stick to.
Thats about all I want to say now. sorry I had to end on a bad note.