so... i went to the doctor! my blood pressure is perfecto. they are testing my thyroid, and i'm getting an EKG tomorrow. exciting! i've sufficiently terrified my family (not exciting) because my mom is the sort to expect the worst. she and my dad are going to my aunt's summer house in the VT countryside for the weekend, celebrating dad's 50th. now ( Read more... )

i started reading a bunch of stuffs on the internet about how 11:11 and 33 are important numbers related to the pyramids/sphynx and the stars and jesus and the apocalypse and stuff. read one person's accounts... she records every time she encounters one of the numbers or a combination of the two, then ever since then i've been noticing it too haha ( Read more... )

youre good people. i'm sorry i've been a psychopath this year... longer than that... maybe always. mean, dismissive, evasive, exclusive, self-centered, distracted, unreliable, scattered, careless, ranting, raving, using, manipulating. i'm sorry. i'm reopening my heart and my mind, i'm restoring my faith in myself and others, trying not to freak out ( Read more... )

i wake up at 6:30am ( Read more... )

i feel like my life is overrrrr

i really hate who i am right now but i'm not so sure who i'd rather be

does anyone still watch this thing?

where my LJ life is going.

i think i'm going to do a friend cut on this journal and then leave it for more personal entries, friends only style yo.
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naked people! i painted them! -> http://kesame.livejournal.com/3474.html#cutid1

asdlkfj since i have nothing better to say


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happy mid-autumn festival...woooOOoOOoooo

now if only it would feel like autumn