havent written here in so long

[dogspigssheep]

so i figured that id spill a few consonants and vowels onto this blank form, fill it out a bit. but my predicament is what to write exactly. i suppose i'll choose to write about my fears today

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[anonymous]

What are you most interested in pursuing?

[dogspigssheep]

chemical engineering. we'll see how capable i am this summer when i intern for a firm! :)
jacob

[anonymous]

I'm sure you are more than capable of anything you want to do - including chem. eng. Now is the time in your life to be selfish and do what you want, don't worry about pleasing anyone else. When you have a family of your own you can't or shouldn't be selfish, so now is the time for it to be about you.
What about your creative side, is it being neglected?

[dogspigssheep]

my creative side changed a lot. i express myself in different ways now. but i still play piano a lot. and i do do what i want, but i dont want to be selfish. i also do want a lot of these things that i decided to post up there to work out well for me. furthermore, i feel like creating chronological dichotomies within one's general demeanor is highly ineffective for leading a successful and fulfilling life. so in that sense, i dont really think i would want to "phase" into family mode. Seems like it might cause fleeting emotions later on.

[anonymous]

I hope this, in the paper, wasn't you.

(Paste)Irvine Avenue, 1000 block:arrest, Nov. 9. Jacob Morris Silverman, 18, of Newport Beach, was arrested on suspicion of commercial burglary.

What happened?

[dogspigssheep]

that was me. but don't worry about it.
p.s. if i could remain anonymous on livejournal, i'd probably do that and contact people whose identities i had divulged. in fact i used to do that quite a bit back in 8th grade. nowhere on my livejournal does it say my first or my last name, and that kind of scares me. and i really love having discussions and all, but you know its rather unfair of you to bring my endeavors (as well as misadventures) into all of this conversation when i dont have a familial vantage point from which to address the above inquiry. however, your concern for my life is duly noted, and i thank you for that.

[anonymous]

your right, I will refrain from being a creeper. You can go into edit and take out that thread that had your last name - you probably should. I wasn't thinking.