ok, so it's over. it's official. i am taking this worse than i thought i would and now more than ever i am going to need my friends at this wedding. so pleeeeeease come, it will mean the world to me, i need my friends SOOOOOO bad right now. i just had my heart broken ( Read more... )

I'm shameless, when it comes to loving you. I'll do anything you want me to, I'll do anything at all. And I'm standing here for all the world to see, oh baby that's what's left of me, and you're now very far to fall ( Read more... )

maybe two months in alberta is just the right amount of time for us to figure out if what we're about to do is really worth it...are all of these feelings real or will they fade over time? we both have a lot to lose so we better know for sure...

well, there's no turning back now. it's all been said. everything is out in the open, i don't know how i managed that because i'm usually pretty bad at expressing myself when it comes to serious things like *love* but somehow i managed. i guess it's because he says everything he thinks and doesn't understand that i can't so i had to try. now i just ( Read more... )

so the harder we try to work backwards and act like we don't care and we're just having fun, the more obvious it becomes that we care waaaaaaaaaay too much. and no one's having fun anymore.

"well, this obviously isn't working the way it's going. so what do you want to do? do you want a relationship with me? you just have to tell me what you want cause i need to know what to do ( Read more... )

so i guess it's over. it was nice while it lasted anyway, and my prediction that i would be the one to get hurt was dead-on.

You hold all the power in this and you don't even seem to care. I don't know whether you don't realise it or you just don't care, but you can pretty much make me do anything at this point but for some reason all you do is act submissive. Those are a couple of firsts for me.

well, it's official. my father has quit his job, and straight after bev's wedding they are moving to alberta. daddy loses his farm and truck, who knows what's gonna happen to the dog, house will probably be sold. which means a) mandy is going to alberta for school next year or b) mandy is out of a place to live and a vehicle as of mid-june ( Read more... )

I've never missed anyone this much. i'm literally counting the days, everyday i'm like, "one more down, six more to go". this is RIDICULOUS. it's probably for the best that he's gone though, cause it's giving my head time to convince myself to put an end to this.