They hurt so badly ( Read more... )

Yesterday I walked home in the rain...it was so refreshing...so...awesome.

I'm back now...some long time since I posted...I thought about Megan the other day, can't seem to get over the fact that she's slipped into oblivion. I had three dreams last night, all very fucked up I might add. One had the (old) "Group," the other had me and Rachel (who didn't look at ALL like Rachel), and the last one was with trees and birds ( Read more... )

Nobody ever posts comments into my journal...I write all of these poems and stuff, and nobody has a comment on any of it...Katy SOMETIMES does, but only on the days that I write something about her...Nick and her are fighting, reminds me of the one between her and Megan, I really hope that this isn't going to force a wedge between our relationships ( Read more... )

So what if I'm naive ( Read more... )

Despite the attempt not to, I'm crying...I know that it's weird to have a guy cry...but I can't help this, I feel so bad right now...
Even the magic of Brand New isn't cheering me up...I've slipped back into my hours and hours of oldschool Dasboard...

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/////// <---That would be a tear, if they could fall in any other direction ( Read more... )

Why am I feeling this way? I don't know how to think anymore, about myself, everything...especially love-wise. For about two years now, I've had girls eating right out of my hands, no contest; but now, even though I'm even more sexy and seductive and flirtaciuos, I don't feel happy at all. I mean, most guys would love to have so many women, but ( Read more... )

...I just lost it...no longer happy, not sure why though...just not ( Read more... )

I'm so content with myself today for some reason or other, but I am! ^_^ Kurtis is in his happy fun time right now, and it's kind of obviouse too, and I like it! WHOO! I want to go crazy right at this second, but everytime I do, nobody reads these excessively short things...I've had so many quizes say that I'm a pyro and a psycho, and I like that ( Read more... )

"You are a Scientist Pyro. You love fire becasue it's fascinating, and you try all sorts of different things with it. You know what burns and what doesn't; what tricks work and don't work. People often come to you for your expertise, and you treat fire very proffesionally. You'll probably be a weapons engineer for the army, or a propulsio expert ( Read more... )