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Apr 16, 2007 00:06

sigh. i just definitely called the parentals and had a nervous breakdown... they've got some appointments for me and some prescriptions to be filled. i just can't do this anymore... it hurts so much. but i'll never tell anyone about the ED... i'm depressed because i'm so fat. and i won't let them take that away from me. besides, they can't tell i ( Read more... )

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tatienne April 16 2007, 19:22:35 UTC
well, if you could wake up thin and not suffer all the negative effects of starving/purging/etc.. which doesnt happen, sadly. i know what you mean.
good call on getting some help with pills/therapy/whatever..
and honestly, try not to cling to hard to the ED. i know it's like a security blanket and a last shred of control (for me, anyway, i wont speak for you) but at least keep yourself open. clinging hard to things is usually a sign that we should let them go.
xox

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