I feel like I'm always trying too hard. No matter what I do, I have to work my ass off for what I want. Even when its someone of the opposite sex, work, friendship, no matter what. I'm not taking it anymore. I want someone to want me for a change. I want what has happened in the past to all just be a memory that is stored deep down. I want to ( Read more... )

All I have to say is whatever I dreamed last night, I hope its ONLY a dream. If it ever happened, I would be ILL.

God Bless!

Hey, whats up...Figure I update because I haven't lately ( Read more... )

I like waitressing, but people are just rude ( Read more... )

HOLY SHIT ( Read more... )

SO it's late Friday night and I'm sitting here and listening to some Ben Folds Five. I've been doing a lot of thinking about my future and I think I have made some decisions. I'm going to NC State in the fall and I'm going to major in Audio Engineering. My father and I have been discussing things and I'm actually going to try to get a new job ( Read more... )

I just watched Garden State and I cried.

I miss what I used to have. It's a shame petty things have to ruin good relationships.

I wish I had a boyfriend. I want to be loved.

:(

What's up kids? Gah, it's early and I've been shopping online ever since I got home tonight, which was about ten. Not too much has been a happenin' lately ( Read more... )

I can't believe I'm saying this, but I can't wait until May 19th. Star Wars is coming out. Hayden Christensen is the hottest man alive and I want his force so damn bad. Take that any way you want.

I need a cold bucket of water right now.

It's not even 1 am and I'm exhausted. I am becoming more and more pathetic every day ( Read more... )