Ever just want to crawl into a hole for a little while and wallow in your own self pity-even if there's no reason for you to pity yourself... I know I'm not making sense- deal with it- and if anyone responds to this with any holier than thou bullshit I really don't want to hear it and I will probably be really pissed... just let me vent and get it ( Read more... )

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So I'm sitting here attempting at writing... I know it's shocking right?? well it's something that's been gathering dust for a while and I decided that it was about time I pulled it out of the dungeons and started to work on it again... I dont' know, maybe I've lost it... I'm trying something new on this once (that's even what I titled it in my ( Read more... )

I had an amazing weekend... John came over Friday afternoon - I hadn't seen him for a week and it gets rough cause I start to miss him - even though I talk to him every day... we went out for Mare's 21st (HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARE) that nite - first to a bar/club then to Friday's (we pregamed a bit before and as Mare likes to call me a two beer queer, I ( Read more... )

So I got this job in the bank... I really really don't like it... it's 5 days a week with a rotating day off but as of right now, "everyone is working saturdays" I was sitting there last nite (after i missed my stupid interview because they were having a stupid meeting of which i really didn't need to be a part of) and they were making the schedule ( Read more... )

So I've been on three interviews and to one open house in the last two weeks. I'm getting tired of the rejection and tired of not having any money to do anything. I have bills I need to pay and just stuff I want to do in general. I'm tempted to go work in the mall a few days a week just to have some extra cash in the meantime while I'm waiting ( Read more... )

This lovely combination has made up most of my day... I am literally bored to tears and frustrated that I'm so damn bored which is making me itch for a fight because at least it's SOMETHING to do! I've been sitting here all freakin day long and it's getting on my nerves and slowly but surely i'm going to fight with someone in my house. i went ( Read more... )

So it's been a while since I've updated... What to tell... went to see an Edwin McCain concert... some crackhead in front of me almost ruined my favorite song ( Read more... )

Tonight on the train I couldn't help but watch as the woman in front of me rested her head on the shoulder of the man who sat beside her. I could see the comfort and ease of the gesture as her head rested on his t-shirt and his hand grabbed hers. I had to look away. After not seeing my boyfriend for three days i felt a bit jealous but at the ( Read more... )