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[doll_eyes]

I need to get out of the city. Vancouver, you're lovely and fun but I can't handle your habbits or dark side. It's why we broke up two years ago.
I just want to be where there's more space than people, and things to keep me busy. I've been idle for too long now. Roughly 10 more days...

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[niav_redrum]

I had a sweet hang out wit your mam yesterday. I forgot to bring the green sewing kit and even though susan said it would be a long while before you'd see it, it is so magnificently organized, it makes me wish i had brought it. Also Hal's present, your T4, and your mam's jars all made it back too. Everything is in order and I am remaking my gear to travel with my black backpack. I get to see ryan and tyler again soon! Things have been mended with cal but we are both kind of sad. I just can't stay in guelph. you know. I wish I had the best opportunity that i couldn't pass up so I could withstand the rest but guelph is just a layover. it always has been, always will be. I am House sitting in the country and have fallen in love with Shaun's work van. Its such a jolly, sturdy ride, stripped down, spacious and good on gas. I want it seriously. Another thing to consider i supose. its 7 in the am. this is all i can think of.

xxoo
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[doll_eyes]

Heyo! I keep trying to call you at the house sitting number... If you can get the money together you should totally buy a van. It's a home and motion rolled into one! It's such an exciting time right now for you. I'm sorry about cal, maybe he'll come visit when you are somewhere? Guelph just isn't a good place to stay... What work will you do there? Why stay there when everywhere else is somuch more beautiful? The world is wide open and summer is apon us.

[niav_redrum]

i asked shaun about the van and he said it was for sale and that i should make him an offer. I said "nothing, i have nothing to offer" he declined but he did however give me 3 cuban cigars and a bottle of havana club from their trip. maybe one day I'll have a van just like it. Cal said he would visit me in TO but i am just so fucking sad about the whole thing. I feel like I should see it through, we don't want it to be over but it is going there.

i wish i answered your call. i am back at dad's now. off to Guelph this weekend and then TO on monday to live with ryan. I just want to be there with ryan and tyler and feel like this is the right thing to do. I need affirmation.