he doesnt know.
off to court in the morning.
do i want him to know?
i have to start counseling.
why is this descioson put on me?
does he know.
what if i make the wrong choice?
whats the right one?
will i sleep tonite ?
i have to think.
about
mom
dad
shelly
siblings
step-siblings
tears
cuts
him*

yup yup i think i like him.ataully i think i have since i found out the ONE thing we had i ( Read more... )

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mr wrists hurt.i told laura to come talk to me when she is done shoving her tounge down everybody elses throat.im sick of being walked over like dirt.yes i still love nick.oh yah please give me best buy bucks.i want to start my documentery on teenage life.maybe i want to become a pyshocoligist now.who knows?

i have to get $300 fast

this week hasmost not definetly been the greatest.on friday i went to the game..i wasnt exactly sobereither so icant give you the dtails all i remevber is i was crying nick was with laura and i ended up at tjs.the next day that whle thing went down hill people left to go smoke wichichwas pretty gay but anyways the next ay halloween!! i was a kitty ( Read more... )

nick and i broke up ( Read more... )

god shes so reatarted i get kicked multiple times yelled at kickeed out and now she wants to talk about it.why do i have to keep living like i have to run away from everything or that im going to be hunted down or arrested for doing one thing wrong.i hate my life.so much.nick.becky.thaank god for you.your why im here....

i havent updated in a while.i went over ambers on tuesday it was fun.we went to boneys and hung oiut while his dad made soem inoodles.we were in the waterbed and amber gave me a massage lol haha.on thurday i went to nics game.they got ebaten badly it was like 7-47 or soemthing but anyways i stayed for the JV a little nd then we left to go to maxes ( Read more... )

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hey thats my new lj for all my pictures check it out

nick and i are good.we were never really bad.just one of those bad thoughts.im thinking that we should get the shower reparided..today was a good day i got tons of pictures.ill upload later