My life is a life right now. My life is my own. I have heart ache. I have doubt. I have fear. I have hope. The things around me now are part of me. I can look myself in the eye. I have love. I have truth. I have courage ( Read more... )

So many new things are beginning. I'm most likely moving out of my house. I'm doing a show at SCC. In 07' I'm becoming a part of a theater company. I'm writing a play. I'm getting back into art. I'm making new friends and dropping the hollow old ones. I'm gaining more confidence in myself everyday. I'm looking forward to life rather than back on ( Read more... )

Just when I settled in and I thought I had something figured out life hits me in the face. PSYCH! I was an idiot. I gave my all to a hollow shell of a person who has loved very few if ANY people in his life. I wish I would've listened. The pain now pierces deeper than any previous ones did. It's really upsetting. My love is real and this person ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since ive updated. i wish i was in college. i wish i could move and let the distance sift out all the people i know will drop from me. it's like the life is being drained out of me. im trying to find the balance and im trying to do the right thing.

so another dream gane. a familiar pain. itll be okay in the long run. tomorrow might not be so bright. i will try.

So, it's happened. I'm sick.

So I was at Grand Central Station the other day and I figured out that I'm like a soldier. I really am. I'll elaborate later. I HAVE REHEARSAL!!! I love that I can say that again. <333

This weekend, week, month, year has been amazing. not all of it has been happy but i have learned more about myself and life than any other. i have a lot more questions to answer but im searching. that's better than sitting around doing nothing. heather, james, kyle, rocco and i have have some memorable times ( Read more... )

Kyle came home today! I'm so excited! I'm soooo happy! AY, Justin, Kyle and I are going to her river house this weekend. it's going to be crazy fun. we spent the whole day just hanging out over here and then went to Steak N' Shake. Nothing extravagant but it was perfection! <3

So I was riding my bike over to this lady's house I'm working and I was thinking about how horribly out of shape I am. I couldn't make it to Canterclub without breathing heavily. It wasn't until I got home that I realized I had been riding with my bike in 5th gear the whole time. HA! nice. Tomorrow I have to work with Stephanie on our scene which I ( Read more... )