Too bad you knew me,
When I wasn't ready.
Yeah, I wasn't ready.
Did I say, "Come and get me?"
And too bad I held on,
when you tried to tell me...
this was wrong.
Well, is this wrong?
I am no masterpiece where innocence is painted green.
Isn't it strange to think that you created all of me?
Done by the hands of a broken artist.
You painted black ( Read more... )

I remember the way you look, but I forget what it feels like to be embraced by you. I remember drawing the rose without the thorn, and the therapist asking me if I felt unprotected. I remember telling her you were my protector, but I forget what it felt like to feel safe. I remember avoiding your phone calls, but I forget what it felt like to be so ( Read more... )

I want to sit on Edgewater's shore and dip my feet in the cold, murky water. I want to write love letters to strangers in the sand and watch couples with hands interlocked walk nearby. I want the lake to splash against the dock loud enough to drown out the thoughts that fill my head. I want to feel so alone that I'm not even sure anyone else exists ( Read more... )

She isn't happy unless her stomach feels as empty as her heart. The loud grumble of the hunger she's ignoring wakes her up in the middle of the night. She rolls over and turns her music up a little louder. She thinks about the way you used to fill the space beside her and feels a little more hollow. Insomnia finally drags her out of bed and she ( Read more... )

I seriously don't think that my heart has plummeted so quickly ever. I really cannot deal with 18&26 year olds who have nothing better to do with their time than try to start drama. I don't need it. I don't want it. I would like to know why even after being rid of her she still has the ability to fuck up my day even more than it already was ( Read more... )

Through muffled screams and swollen eyes,
From lots of pills and alibis,
I always find my romance
In the emergency room.
I remind you of everything you hate,
And you remind me I'm the one to blame.
I'm fighting myself to get you out of my head,
But I'm hanging off of every word you said.Forced heartbeat and broken mirrors ( Read more... )

I really wish my emotions had an on and off switch. I hate being emotional. I hate crying. I hate today.

blah blah blah.

I'm so tired, but I can't sleep.

I'm so nervous.