I remember when you took me to the cemetery because no one else would. I remember when you wanted to come with me but I told you to stay in your car because I didn’t want you to have to watch me cry. I remember you asking if he would have liked you. I remember telling you yes, but if he didn’t it didn’t matter. I remember all the times I compared ( Read more... )

He knew what he was doing. He hid what he was doing for exactly that reason. It wasn't honest, it wasn't something to be proud of. I don't want to be that. I have done plenty not to be proud of, and I do still regret a lot of it, but I'm not going to hide it anymore ( Read more... )

I am selfless yet selfish ( Read more... )

Her heartbeat used to lull me to sleep. Now I try to make sure I can even hear my own ( Read more... )

This is morning
That's when I spend the most time
Thinking 'bout what I've given up
This is a warning
When you start the day just to close the curtains
You're thinking 'bout what I've given up

Where are you now?As I'm swimming through the stereo ( Read more... )

I'm so stupid. Happy day late birthday xodeaddollox!

I'd give anything to give me to you
Can you forget the world that you thought you knew
If you want me,
Come and find me
Nothing's stopping you so please release me

I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you

Nothing left to make me feel anymore ( Read more... )

An "80's Child" list

1. Copy (i.e. Steal) this from another person's LJ.

2. Bold anything that is true.

3. Leave plain anything that isn't.

1.You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCH!"

2. You watched the Pound Puppies.

3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Bel Air".4. You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt ( Read more... )

Who am I to need you when I'm down
Where are you when I need you around
Your life is not your own

And all I ask you
Is for another chance
Another way around you
To live by circumstance, once again

Who am I to need you now
To ask you why to tell you no
To deserve your love and sympathy
You were never meant to belong to meAnd you may go, ( Read more... )

when i have no sleep in almost 3 days i become a very annoying drama queen. im sorry.

i slept for a couple hours, and hopefully ill fall asleep again.