Fuck you. This is what makes me not want to fucking care.

A pictures worth a thousand words
but not worth the words i need to hear
i miss you so much that it hurts.

Well, 10 more minutes of first hour.
I'm ready.
My neck hurts.
I have to pee.
Dilts is next to me.
Meghan looks stupid on the other side of the computers.
I haven't heard brooke laugh yet today.
First hour is kind of quiet.

I don't know if im just paranoid, or if everyone else does this too. Every negative thing that is said about someone, i swear it's about me. And i sit and think about anything that i could have done to give reason for it to be about me, and it's scary and i hate it. So, just tell me if it is, I'd actually appreciate it ( Read more... )

I feel really sick. I think it was the pasta stuff that i ate ( Read more... )

well, here in keyboarding first hour ( Read more... )

well i think i am letting go of the ability to control anger as well as i used to.
Fuck, that sucks.
My hair looks real cute right now.

Oh man, today was so nice, I woke up like 15 minutes ago. I didn't go to bed last night till like 4:00.
I have to put the computer back in my moms room now,
I just wanted to make one last farewell entry from my room.
I'm hungry for some food and hot sex.

Well, this i could get used to. I moved the computer into my room. I like it, but it has to go back sometime soon. Meghans is here talking to Glenn. I wish i could've gone to the yeah yeah yeah's. that would have been fun. Brandi, hailey, tiffany (i think you went too) i hope youre having fun. Brooke maybe you're there too. Well, im tired ( Read more... )

I know it's already Tuesday, but that four day weekend was pretty fun. It seemed like one big long day though. Which isn't bad, i was just drained. But anyway, I'm just sitting, eating some taco bell, listening to Brand New, the old stuff like in the old days. Well, not so much "old" but you know what i mean ( Read more... )