i know this is not going to last because the truth is I feel alive right now, I am on the cusp of something big and it is exhilarating. But...I feel disassembled. I miss everyone and everything that used to make me up. Elizabeth a ton, Charlotte in whole, maybe because I haven't been there in a while it seems like a different place every time I go ( Read more... )

I think that we've been better ( Read more... )

Song lyrics lately rule my emotions. Its really gone beyond coincidentally narrorating my life and feelings to the point where I listen to a song and I feel it exactly. That being said I listened to this song this morning and now I want to write this ( Read more... )

This life is flying by the seat of my pants, its an interpretive dance its romance ( Read more... )

oh oh i really wanted that thing i just want to sing i love you baby won't you bring all the flowers you find out in the garden don't tell me the truth that your heart has hardened but you don't want me anymore how can it be? look what you've done to me oh oh oh oh the bee does quickly sting i was wondering if you could maybe darling think? id ( Read more... )

Did you remember to feel today ( Read more... )

trying hard not to starve ( Read more... )

I saw something 7 days ago that I hoped would be gone by now, but its not. It is so disturbing I don't know what to do with myself. Its frightening and revolting, it caused me to contact Peta, which I think is extreme because they are extreme people and I do not share all of their views, as far as telling people that eating meat is bad, and I ( Read more... )

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I said "Is this how it is going to be for the rest of my life ( Read more... )