ok...time to calm down methinks....chiiiiiiiiiillIm feeling a little bit better tonight i felt shit again this afternoon and yesterday-i do not think its my contreception-but i stopped it for now incase-i have a doctor appointment monday if i still need it.Im cross cos i havnt been out for this fooking house properly for a week-it was my m8s 18th ( Read more... )

Well...last night i started feeling ok again-i went to bed at bout 11.00 and then i started feeling rough again-like i was gonna chunder summit real bad-i wake up this morning n still feel like shit.WOOOOPEEEEE ( Read more... )

Im still fooking ill people! Had to come home from Ians last night so i called my mummy and told her she needed to come fetch me cos i wasnt doin to good, talked to the doctor today n she wasnt that much help-we tried deciding if it was the pill or not-but im gonna wait and see if these ill pains go and if they dont i stop takin this type of pill n ( Read more... )

BLEEEEEEEEEEEUGGGGGGGGGGGH! I STILL FEEL ROUGH! GIVE ME MAGIC PILLS TO STOP ME FROM BEIN BROEKN AND NOT WORKING!

MUST BE THE OLD BIDS THAT COME IN AT WORK COUGHING THERE GERMS ONTO ME!

I dont think its the new contreceptive im on-i think i gotta virus or some thing.I started feeling better last night but this morning i feel grotty again ( Read more... )

Started work at 10.30 and finished at 3.30 ( Read more... )

grrrrr money fuckin pisses me off.I Thought i would have more money to put in my Newquay fund by now, but ohhhhhhhhhhhhh nooooooooo it just has to go and be a fuckin bitch ( Read more... )

Its like i never stop feeling this way, because nothing ever changes the way i want it to.

I wrote this.

Drugs producing personalities ( Read more... )

My legs feel likr they ahve been pulled off like a dolls and then been clicked back into place again-they hurt ( Read more... )

I really need to sort my feelings out over certian things-Althought i dont like what im thinking its like a big secret that im not even letting myself in on.Its like i dont want to be thinking like it.That why i wont even say what it is on here because it will make it more real and i cant bare to say it because thats when its kinda confirmed that i ( Read more... )