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so, theres a sideways video of troy eating pizza. Basicly The
only thing that was said was " this is the most borign video ever"
and "EARTHQUAKE!".
snakes on a plane was rad.
the day before my birthday, I hungout with brennan Doug and jessi.
fun.
I went to gabes, and we were hyper, and we were talking about aliens, and gabe made a tin foil hat, and so did nick, myself, and john. We got really into it, and started taking pictures, and gabe had the idea to wrap himself completely in tinfoil, but we didnt have enough, so we kept our hates on, and went to shoppers, and acted like we were terrified of aliens and bought 6 more roles of tin foil. and wraped gabe completely in it, and he and I ran down victoria row. I was just wearing the hat though, and he was yelling " THE ALIEN ROBOTS ARE COMING" and other stuff of the sort. People were chearing and clapping. Ellen video taped it.
My birthday started out at me being at gabes house with joel, at 12;00 am. They wished me happy birthday, and we went to go visit shayna at her staff party. the cops came.. we left. and I went home. I got home and talked to hannah and she send me the loveliest picture:
i love you hannah, ahahah.
I went to sleep, and then I woke up at 9, to doug calling me. Jessi called me shortly after and offered to pick me up for breakfast
we picked up doug, and then went to mark duffy's house to get everyone else. chris pants duffy, and I saw his ween.. hahaha.
we went to maids for breakfast
(from right to left) Brent, Vanessa, Luke, Mark, Jessi, Chris, and Doug.
i recieved lots of birthday hugs at this breakfast.
and I also pretended to be kerries little sister and called in sick for her.
after breakfast I went home and I got presents from family.
A blender from my brother (best thing ever..)
and i sweet dvd player from my mom and step dad.
Joel came to get me after, and he gave me handpicked flowers, AND BEANS, and popsicles. and we drove around. we went to visit KG, and the dropped off danas cds, and he came along.
we went to Mgic wok for the buffet, with Zac and Kali
we ate alot.
and then we went to the drive in,
there were two other car loads of peopel that i was supposed to be going with, for.. ally Gs birthday.
none of us really talked. John tucker must die, i enjoyed.. hahah chick flicks. and my super ex girlfriend SUCKED, so we drove around 9 we being joel kali dana zac and myself) and zac let me drive the whole time. I had a really good birthday for the most part, a few of my friends kind of let me down though, but its all good.
day before my birthday:
(okay, that wasnt my birthday, i just thought its funny that i have two similar pictures of this..)
thanks to kg.
we try to be gross..
we saw zac..
"bitch"
when they picked me up after work, we sat in the parking lot for a good hour and a half, and talked.
this night was my favorite, i had so much fun..
" the soaps brokenn... USE MY SUB!"
little brother and myself..
virgil is pretty.
want to know whats a pissoff?
Passing your drivers test, but not being abkle to drive for 11 days after. HAPPENED TO ME. they messed up my permit, and it says i went to get it on march 3rd, wich i did not. and tyou have to wait 180 days, blah blah blah. I dont have to retake my test, i have all my certificates. BUT. i have to wait until sept. 8th.
shitty:(
Today, kathleen gabe and I went to visit brian and lauren at the pool from 330 ish, until 730 ish... because we have lives.
This is a long post, and it's only going to get longer. Bail now and save yourself!
Ive been acting very paranoid lately, it's sooo lame. I think it's because Im realizing just how in the dark with everything I am, I don't know where I stand with anyone, so I'm trying to save myself from that. I do have perception disorder. Let's just say, I'm geared to respond to life in a certain way and you say I don't respond like a typical adolescent, and you're right, I don't, but emotionally, I do. I always have. I am very much my age emotionally, maybe even younger. And my feelings are in constant conflict with my overachieving self-aware brain and it's just a constant battle. And that's what's driving me crazy So I keep on waiting for my feelings to catch up so maybe I can finally grow up so I can finally get over or accept that things may or may not work things out, but I think I have it backwards. In order to change my feelings I first have to change my actions because that's the only way somebody can change how they feel.
I'm just not all there. I mean, I can - I can analyze somebody else until I'm physically drained, but as soon as I turn all that indulgent perception on myself, it's like I completely lose connection between my heart and my head. It's like the two are incompatible, and I -- I can't get it together. And I really wish I could, because I'm so scared of what might happen if I don't. I, Does this make any sense to you at all?
I guess I just want you to know that I'm not going to hold you to anything we've said in the past. I want you to live your life and be happy and enjoy everything that goes along with that.
Anyways, a very big thank you goes out to joel, for the rad talk, and adorable gifts. And Zac, for my favorite movie, vanilla sky, and Favorite album, ( currently, anyways) Plans- death cab for cutie, and for taking me out to supper, and paying for the drive in!