Ch.6 pt 1
OMg I haven't posted in so long about this chapter. I wrote the beginning of this during study hall lol. I was soo boored
It's been up to 3 months since I've gotten pregnant. It's going smoothly for a while my stomach has become more noticeable. I had to get a bigger size uniform in order to fit me. Every morning in the beginning I was experiencing morning sickness, I'm really happy that its over now. Kibum has helped me get though the hardships and also going to appointments with me even if he's really busy. He hasn't been able to participate in they're last album. I kept feeling guilty towards the others about him not participating. But lately Donghae has been hanging around me more more often than usual every time I go the dorm. He always leaves right after Kibum arrives I don't know what has happened between them, they just don't talk anymore. Out of all the members (second to Ryeowook -.-) he's been so interested in the baby. He's starting to get suspicious but I've been ignoring. Everyone has been nice to me lately. The 3 musketeers ( Mir, Dongho, Changmin) are always talking to me every day about babys. Jessica has left me alone but sill gives me glares every once in a while. My parents are a bit more nervous about Kibum they keep tinking he's hiding something. Over all I've been spending my time with Heechul, Sungmin and Ryeowook.
Next Day
Kibum's all alone at the dorm deeply thinking about something. He than later gets up and walks back and fourth with a confused and concerned face. Then he plops down on the couch with such anger in his face. He then starts to throw things across the room. With all the anger and smashed things around him he falls on the ground crying his heart out while quietly whispering "why why me why me......". Donghae then walks into the room with a shocked look in his face with what had just happened.
"w-what happened Kibum"
"why does it have to be me Dongahe why?"
" uh...what do you mean by that"
"of all people....."
"please please tell me whats going on"
" what am i supposed to say to Delia?"
"Is it about......the baby....come on j-j-just keep it in until she is delivers.... its its going to cause to much stress for her.... just keep it in a little long okay?
"....I can't...."
"please I'm begging you don't tell her just 6 more months okay? Kibum...."
"you and I both know tha-"
"STOP!!! YOU CAN'T TELL HER ANYTHING"
".........."