Well another lonely hump day....Blah...this really sucks I've been trying my best to get some1 back and I don't think it's working..I can't really tell..It bothers me because I feel like he's soooo.. mean to me and he has no feelings at all for me...Then his team buddies say that I definately should keep going on with what I'm doing cause then he' ( Read more... )

After a pretty good day...I'm hoping I have the guts to ask him the big question...ekkss...*blushes*..I feel like i'm a little girl he makes me feel so ahhhh...*sighs* he's so ...WONDERFUL!

I had a blast today!!! I have become a beach bum, nothing can be more relaxing than the sound of the ocean...I love it. Now I want a boat and a house on the beach (haha like that's going to happen, I can try though.) I kinda got too much sun today but oh well, I'm saving up until next time lol ( Read more... )

I feel 100000000000x better this morning... and i'm ready for the beach woohooo.....thanx mish..Today seems like a brighter day...
*smiles*

I can't believe it can get any worse.....I'm done with it all...no more smiles...I think I've been cursed with bad luck...why won't it just all go away, I'm sick of lookin on the brighter side of things....

Just got back from the beach..wooohooo...Ashley & I had fun unfortunately no hotties :( oh well.I've been trying to reach someone all day. It's really pissing me off, I really don't understand what's going on here with him but it kills me. Though I know "seeing" each other does not mean bf and gf, I thought it was a step below. I feel like we aren' ( Read more... )

Errrr I am still sick but at least today I got to go out. My mom took me shopping, and I used all the energy that I have. Yesterday I went over andrews and hung out w/ alex and a few of their friends...If I wasn't saved by them I think I would have gone insane....Maybe later I'll see what Ashley is doing..WTF happened to the warm weather..??

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AYE YAI YAI..I am SOOOO SICK!! Blah but yet I still went to the lacrosse game fever, aches and all... Sam ended up getting sick too but she stayed with me, both of us knowing if we went home we'd be bored cause we were both sick unable to go out afterward.

Boys are sooo weird I don't get it but w/e I don't care at this moment I'm will to just ( Read more... )

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Wow what a night, I am so tired I think I'm going to fall over onto the floor and sleep. I don't think I'll make it into the bed. Today was a long @ss day mixed with good and bad. In history this girl hates me for no reason at all and of course I don't like her either because of that. BLah she needs to grow up but whatever I don't care what she ( Read more... )