so this is the last week that I could get the letter in the mail saying whether i am going to graduate school or not. honestly I dont think I am. And blah blahblah i know its for the best and i know its "meant to be" but damnit i really wanted to get into grad school and go somewhere next year. who knows maybe i still am going somewhere....it just ( Read more... )

i dont like secrets... no matter how obsolete (sp?)
i dont like lies no matter how small or white...
please just be honest with me above all. thats all i ask for from you.
i give you the same in return... i deserve to know the truth...i deserve to know everything. thats love.

Can you say Culture SHOCK???????
uh-huh....

CULTURE SHOCK!

can i do the long distance thing again...i have to... i do not want to e away from her...im not ready for this.... why is god so funny sometimes? i think i miss her already- even though she is not really gone yet...but she isnt in town either....ahhhhh i hate this. i will drop out of school, fuck grad school and marry her and live in savannah with ( Read more... )

i hate when i have a bad feeling in my stomach. anxiety is a bitch. whoever invited it...the drug companies probably.

seems to be getting better for me but i think my luck has rubbed off onto my love ones and i dont want that to happen

where are we ( Read more... )

im not happy and i dont know why ( Read more... )

whenever things start to go good for people, something has to come along and destroy their happiness. i mean when u talk to people and you ask them what the one thing in life that they want is.... i want to be happy. Well what is being happy? small spurts of glee that last for a few minutes until the next fucked up thing comes along? can u be " ( Read more... )

so she got a job offer to boston today ( Read more... )