I'm the one who gets that look in your eye ( Read more... )

She hears his heavy breathing in the dark ( Read more... )

I have no one to turn to, at least no one who can look at this unbiased. I can talk to Dillon, but I see my own pain reflected back and it makes me feel worse. I won't call anyone at two am when I sometimes wake up in tears. I won't push this on anyone else. It is no one else's problem. I love you Dillon, but the comfort you can give me is ( Read more... )

A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed her.Without missing a beat...she said, "Sir, I need to see your ticket, not your stub ( Read more... )

Yes it's true. I really do hate myself. It's not really a big deal, I just don't find myself to be good company, and so I don't force bad company on others. I go through random spurts of depression and aggression, and I am almost always a little sad. There is no reason for it. Just me. I Love my Dillon, and the poor guy has to live with me. ( Read more... )

I actually gave a fuck what happened to me...

I could stay distant from people...

I didn't worry about whether or not my boyfriend still loved someone else...

I didn't cry all the time...

I had friends...

I had energy...

I knew what I wanted...

...but I still wasn't happy.

What the FUCK is wrong with me?

Well lets see...since my last post I have gotten into a fight with my mother, moved out and into my friend Angel's, then out of her house and in with my boyfriend. I have gotten another raise at work, lost 15 pounds and dyed my hair black. I have tried to get a hold of various and assorted people, only to fail miserably. I want to say I love and ( Read more... )

Had a very nice Saturday. ^-^ Later......

I'll Get Even With You-Megadeth ( Read more... )

Well, it is off to the slave pit yet again. Now that the computer is finally working, maybe Emily will get my raise through.
If anyone sees a cheap, but running car for sale, let me know. I want transportation badly.
( I feel a little quizzy )