i couldnt get out of bed today, its not because i couldnt,.. it sbecause i wouldnt.. i didnt want to, another day.. facing the world all over again, taking life's challenges, its as easy as pie you might say? yes.. its quite easy, but today, i lost all coordanation, i dont know what was wrong, there was this empty hole within me... i tripped and ( Read more... )

ive just lost one of my good friends..... she made the choice for the better without me in her life she doesnt have to suffer, i geuss im such a burden for her.... as much as i dont want this to happen it already has, a tear has rolled from my eye when she said "your nothing to me" its a tear of sadness, but also happiness, sad because i wont see ( Read more... )

April 14, 2003 ( Read more... )

i miss lang, do you miss her too?

why do we have to have fights everyday?, because.. im an inconsiderate prick that doesnt know her ( Read more... )

=/ why do i feel so cold ( Read more... )

i am a fuckhead

sure, it might be my 3rd month with lang, and sure, i should be celebrating.. should i ( Read more... )

i saw lang stack it :) funni, she stepped on mah shoe, and nearly went over =P... other then that i fell asleep on the fone with her =D

no new happenings =(

when things dont turn out the way you want it to be.. take a deep breath, count to 10, and remember theres always tomorrow...

i miss lang, i miss steff.

life can be so unfair sometimes