an event, there is no actual event except that i found the answer to my own question of what the hell to do? I stared into a candel and found my answer. I need to rekindle my own beliefs and stick to them or really it. The answer came from the tantric dances of a flame and how they burnt the paper so easily and i found my emotions and myself as the ( Read more... )

this stupid world of pain and hurt, why do you torture me every god damn day love? Take the next left in the mind and you will find my insanity. I am... I am an angst fillled teenager that needs guidnance from teh gay gods. Stupid people.. Stupid me. I really need to get a hobby and find a way to get myself off of these romantic troubles and i find ( Read more... )

being in spain should be the best hting and is the best thing except for the fact that i find myself dieing of second hand smoke an dtrying to discern teh multiple langguages here in this god forsaken island. There si the italian or french pussies and the spanish that i think wan tto kill me and all foreigners. then there are the british and it ( Read more... )

people in this his world suck. I mean the conservaty in the damn school in which i reside sucks. i feel trapped and wanting to commit suicide, but i wouldn't. Many of the people are jocks and therefore stupid, and egocentric. They piss me off. I am a dominating person that loves the idea of punishing people sexually. Those who want to be punished ( Read more... )