and things seem much better ( Read more... )

Sooooo I get to see Kevin on Saturday afternoon! I am sooooo excited ( Read more... )

It's early in the morning
and though i'm just falling asleep to the rising sun
you'll be up soon, starting your day

i can't wait for your eyes to be the ones to light up my world every morning.

i love you

I've come to realize
all that fear
and anxiety
of losing you over nothing
doesn't begin to compare
to the thought of losing you
because I hurt you.

what happened to all the little things?

Love is patient, love is kind.

It does not envy.
Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude;
It is not self-seeking, nor easily angered.
It keeps no record of wrongdoing.
It does not delight in evil,
But rejoices in the truth.
It always protects, trusts, hopes, and preserves.
There is nothing love cannot face;
There is no limit to its faith, ( Read more... )

How strange it seems ( Read more... )

just watch it all blow up in my face.

then everyone can have their oh so satisfying "i told you so" moment yet again.

what if all this time i was wrong...

dina + car + telephone pole = too easy

dina + alcohol + misery = suffering

dina + kevin + lies = disaster

dina - kevin = hopeless

therefore

dina = a hopeless disaster always takin the easy way out and always ends up suffering anyway

why don't you
just forget about me

oh wait
you already have