Beccas moved out, i miss her already. Her room is now the guest room, i've built my office in the old guest room and set up my computer in there. Ive been getting physically sick alot since the break up, im wondering if its just a coincidence. We watched Return to Oz today before Jen and Shawn had to leave.
Anyway thats all.

I think after all ive been through and all ive learned, i may be starting to open my eyes to everything around me. As almost a clarity, i can sense things i never knew were there........I feel i have risen from the ashes of a life once joyful than destroyed, only to live on and experience all that may come upon my waiting soul ( Read more... )

I think im going to get some help, i may have to go away for a little while ( Read more... )

I feel terrible...
I feel lost.
I have an unwanted rotting thats been in my stomache since that night.
I don't want to be here anymore.

Although it is over there still remains a stagnant light of hope, luring me on, clinging to a false sense of wanting and care ( Read more... )

My life ended last night........

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I was just thinking, if i made a rock opera i wonder how many people i know could be in it.........

Spring seems to finally be here, it may still be a little while but an rpg will be planned sometime in the near future. Carries returned from London Ontario and i know she'll be good at them so far the list of possible people for an rpg are ( Read more... )

This Friday Beccas having a tea party. Everyone is invited, if u can you are asked to please bring something, anything food or drink-wise to share with the others. I will be dressed as some sort of wretched thing and Ryan may come as Ms.America or an african Zulu warrior. It is a costume party but you can dress however you like ( Read more... )