Most people think first of the holiday than the birthday. I suppose I do on most occasions too. Except Valentine's Day. I think of my brother first, then the holiday. Something I always felt was odd, to me at least, was his girlfriends (if you can call them that). He is impulsive and always finds something he knows they will like, and just ( Read more... )

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Kevin bought me a new back seat for me truck, (I wonder if he is trying to say something?) and a very wonderful diamond bracelet. Mom didn't know what to get me, so she sent me a $200 gift card. Other than clothing and sweets, that is what I made off with ( Read more... )

Nothing but school and school to talk about. I am doing well, and I am all caught up. Which is different. I never know how I get so behind every week. Being away from Kevin has its own problems, but we seem to be dealing with it well. He and I send at least two e-mails to each other a day. We talk on the phone daily. And we both write two ( Read more... )

Your Brain's Pattern
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Ok first I want to wish illusive_shelle all the luck in the world on her new relationship. She sounds wonderfully happy, and we should all pray that this is the magic forever and ever for her. She really has been through some bad romancies, and she deserves to finally find a guy that she can cherish, and who will cherish her. Everyone send a little prayer out ( Read more... )

I was so happy to hear the news that I jumped out of a 2nd story window into a garden, and screamed like a mad woman. A couple weeks and it happened just as I said it would. So predictable, so easily swayed, so easy for some to toss things away meaninglessly. Well I am happy about it. In a way, it is a perfect set up. Everyone will be happy ( Read more... )

Well after my last post, where I had lost by getting only second place. I came back to win first at an impressive invitational. Four fights. One a choke, 2 hold downs, and the last one a poor ko-soto-gari (type of throw). I only got half a point, which is a good score, but I am not sure it was worth that much. But I am not the judge, and no ( Read more... )

*sigh* I am getting worse I think. I only took second place in the 56 kg to 80 kg adult woman's tourny. I am 59 kg and every fighter in my division was no less than 65 kg. It is a little heart breaking that I didn't do better. The tourny wasn't an accredited one, so I don't lose standing. But a win would have shown juges I have heart even when ( Read more... )

Ok let me point to something I believe. illusive_shelle is a wonderful person, and anyone she calls a friend is blessed. I have always respected her, and have taken pride in knowing her. I will admit, I don't understand her most of the time, but that isn't important. My feelings towards her is simple, I care for her, want her to be happy, and pray all her ( Read more... )