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[donald_duck0152]

I dunno...I think I'm sick or something. I want a relationship so bad, but Josh asked me out the other day and I said no. The same thing happened with Chad. We went out, but I didn't feel a connection with him, so I ignored him. I feel bad about it, but he just wasn't for me. I need someone stronger than me that will just hold me and make me feel

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[fadin_existence]

I love you ok? Its normal to cry but not all the time. You just need someone to talk to. Maybe not even a psychartrist just someone to be there for you. I'll be here for you anytime you need me. But always remember that no matter what happens...I am always gonna love you. ok???

::hugglies::

---Chrissy

[mintgreenpearl]

I know exactly what you mean... I thought it was because of my birth control that I was being all weirdly moody, but since I stopped taking it, I guess we'll wait and see. I don't know...

[xoxoshibbyoxox]

steve HI. I know how you feel. I get the same way when i think about softball, just like when you think about tampa. Everything comes flowing back..and i HAAATEE it. and im sure people are sick of me talking about it too. But, just remember, that you just have a stronger heart, and you KNOW how to keep memories together. THATS what counts. If you need someone, you can talk to me...im here to listen. And its OKAY that things just come out of you like that when your so built up on emotion. Its gonna happen, and to tell you the truth, its better if it just all comes out. It shows that your NOT afraid to be who you are. the sooner the better to get things out.

Im here if ya wanna talk =)

i love you EstebanB!

[mizlady36]

awww esteban it's all right. i agree with you 100% on everything there. i need and want a relationship really bad now too. and i know it seems that's what high school's all about, but we both know its not. that's just a part of it. but esteban i'm always here for u dude, if you ever need to talk to anyone. i'm finding unhealthy things wrong with me too lately, like the fact that i practically cried because i wasn't gonna be running in league. and you know i hate running. and today i was acting all giddy and giggly but i'm so upset about like everything...it makes no sense. and i wanted to break down, but i couldnt. that's kinda the opposite of your problem, but it's the same effect. i dunno. but if you need to talk at all, you know i'm here.

just remember, you are forever one of the hott trackie sophomores of MHS! hehe :-D