I lost a dear friend today.

My friend accidently kicked my guitar,breaking it in two.And i know I will never find a guitar that sounds the same.
My home looks different now.Its all so hopeless,so lonely.
When i needed it the most,i lose it.
i cant type anymore......

Lover, You Should've Come Over ( Read more... )

Prom is this friday and everyone is busy with all kinds of shit.I watched Crash yesterday and i guess i can understand why it won at the Oscars.I caught myself sitting up a couple of times watching it.Im glad they're making movies that tackle sensitive issues these days.I'll be catching Brokeback Mountain tomorrow and i promised myself to take it ( Read more... )

The marshal yells "10 seconds warning" and you get ready to run to your "perfect bunker" to suppress fire and gain ground.I am so into paintball right now i see it everywhere.When i look at a white wall all i see is pallets flying at it at 280km/h splatting violently.
At first paintball was just a once a month thing but last weekend me and my team " ( Read more... )

A couple of days back i fell ill.And i mean really ill.High fever,soar throat,vomiting and delusions.The whole works.While i was in bed all alone friday through sunday i had a lot of time to think.

My thoughts drifted from one topic to another emotion to another person.Sporadic and unpredictable thoughts.
Losing and gaining consciousness i ( Read more... )

My last string on the guitar snapped.Now it sounds incomplete.I cant go out and get new ones cause the applied microbio lecturer decided to have the midterms on monday.I've spent the last 2 hours looking at notes on how to make cheese.What am I doing? The national league paintball tourney is in a week and i haven't even read the rulebook and map ( Read more... )