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The weather is cooling-the worst harbinger of winter ( Read more... )

I left after I had a hour of tuitoring, to see Jack. I hadn't seen him in a while. And he is still his old self, just that he's fallen in love. (Kami flashback=he isnt as scary as he was before, though.) At first, there were many people around us, Kazu, Zeth, Kenny, some short girl...but they had to leave. I dont remember why...but I do remember ( Read more... )

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...Mend the broken.

LAYER 1 ( Read more... )

Today, today, is November first. I ate my last slushie. I made this goody-two-shoes buy me a new one because her dog attacked my first one. I talked to Jack for the last time. I tried to pull away my emotions attached to him. And I saw Jay-a miracle of all miracles! He wanted to come with me, but, he has to stay in school ( Read more... )

Generally, I feel happy again. The only thing that hurts is that I barely see Jay anymore. Thinking about our separation brings pain to my chest. In my eyes, he's a picture of perfection. The ideal best friend. All I've ever wanted. It's so simple ( Read more... )