You know how you love somebody a lot and you want them to be really happy? Well what if you want someone to be happy but you are having trouble accepting what they say makes them happy? I dunno what to do obviously. Its way hard for me to be supportive of something i don't think is right, actually I can't think of any time that I have ever been.

Ok so work is okay lately Stephanie is there!!! WAY TOO MUCH FUN TO HANDLE!! But I did get handed a bad shift for spring break...so that's bad. Um and I haven't been working on my paper for my one class and also that's bad. But good things are: I have fun like every day at work, my car has no problems!!, i am getting tan!, Katie, a love of my life ( Read more... )

Life is frusterating me lately. I am beginning to believe that there will never be a boy interested in me that I feel like is up to my standards. I know I need to lose some weight but really I don't think I am too hideous for a normal looking nice person to show some interest. ....also ENGLISH TEACHERS ARE ASSHOLES. This is the second english ( Read more... )

KATIE!! Hey lol I forgot some stuff last night when I left...I think it's because it was 1:30...lol but I didn't want to keep you up with my coughing all night! Um I left my toothbrush and my toothpaste...and my piggy! and my coloring book you bought me....and you forgot to get your shirt I bought you at my house..so if you have time come by my ( Read more... )

I don't know what's up with me. Why do I suddenly feel like I need to impress someone to hang out with them? Really I just want to relax and be at the beach over labor day...but I feel like unless I make it worth her time to come home then I don't get to see her. I don't want to do something that takes a lot of effort, I'm too stressed and busy to ( Read more... )

i've been crushed.

I woke up to a rainy no stormy day...didn't get much sleep. My jeep seat was wet cause that's what happens when it rains. The exploreum was ok, kinda of boring. I did get to spend the whole day with Lee though, that was fun. Tuphen Mary called me to see if I wanted to go to Pensacola with her for the night. Being the moron I am I said no, I'm ( Read more... )

BRACES ARE GONE!! REJOICE!!! Also I got an xbox and am addicted to Halo! Life is good...some people are gone but it's not as bad as I had anticipated. I am very very upset about Austin though, he's not coming home, he is totally my best friend in the world above everyone because he is family. I've been crying a lot about it. I tried to talk to ( Read more... )

Next time you say that I have changed, that my attention has entirely shifted to other things and other people, Look at yourself. Could it be that you too have changed? That your attention has also shifted? In all the change and distraction of the last year we have forgotten about each other. We have become those things in people's lives that ( Read more... )

LEE'S BIRTHDAY IS TODAY ( Read more... )