well you know what? The same thing happens to me now. I will be away from the computer and then i have these deep insightful thoughts, words of wisdom, soul moving thoughts, provoking ideas but its all in my head. i try to recall everything that came to me but its no use. i sit here and draw a blank infront of this screen.i feel dumb and useless sitting here with nothing to say when i have so much to share. i have been lasy puting up any new pics and something worth reading. all i seem to do is bitch about work and my relationship. nothing exciting or thought moving. just random ranting
yeah i dont know whats going on.... i still think the same way, i still have thought provoking conversations and all, but usually its based on me speaking which is good, but im realizing i havent been writing and thats not me...anyways....i mean its ur lj so if all you want to do is bitch about work and your relationship its your prerogative lol
Hate hate hate!nut_meg85November 14 2005, 14:48:53 UTC
Damn right you post when I tell you to! Ok, that was a bit much... But now I suppose I should post. cold hungry and broke... hmm i think a care package is in order! MWAUH HA HA...
guess who i will never marry...hehehe pancakes are a must.
writing in my journal is hard for me 2 most of the time now. i use the internet for work(makin connects n shit) more than play now, so when im on the pooter im in work mode. by the time im done workin i just wanna go to sleep. and im also havin bad times trynna write as often as i used to. i think God's messin with us...
it is definitely hard ot like people once u see their flaws, to find those redeeming qualities. its so much easier to just not fuck with those ppl. and i iwsh i got into tarot more, i got a egyptian-themed deck i have barely used. damn u for reminding me of my shortcomings
haha well i mean i have made good pancakes but that night in particular it just wasnt working for me..hey there is always microwavable pancakes, but they dont taste nearly as good
I mean i feel you. i'm so busy and have so many obligations nowadays its hard sometimes to just sit and write, but writing is my therapy..and its almost like everything i write is my journal..and i can look back and see how i thought or felt or what was important to me at that moment and its kind of life my origin before anyway else thats how i expressed myself..so i dont know i gotta get back in gear i guess
yeah well i mean tarot is something ive been doing for awhile, lol you have plenty of time to get better if you want. it'd be cool if you did so i could get someone else to do readings for me instead of the other way around..(sigh) well if you ever need a reading and im on...just hit me up online i dont mind...damn this is about as long as my post i must go now..peace~
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guess who i will never marry...hehehe pancakes are a must.
writing in my journal is hard for me 2 most of the time now. i use the internet for work(makin connects n shit) more than play now, so when im on the pooter im in work mode. by the time im done workin i just wanna go to sleep. and im also havin bad times trynna write as often as i used to. i think God's messin with us...
it is definitely hard ot like people once u see their flaws, to find those redeeming qualities. its so much easier to just not fuck with those ppl. and i iwsh i got into tarot more, i got a egyptian-themed deck i have barely used. damn u for reminding me of my shortcomings
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I mean i feel you. i'm so busy and have so many obligations nowadays its hard sometimes to just sit and write, but writing is my therapy..and its almost like everything i write is my journal..and i can look back and see how i thought or felt or what was important to me at that moment and its kind of life my origin before anyway else thats how i expressed myself..so i dont know i gotta get back in gear i guess
yeah well i mean tarot is something ive been doing for awhile, lol you have plenty of time to get better if you want. it'd be cool if you did so i could get someone else to do readings for me instead of the other way around..(sigh) well if you ever need a reading and im on...just hit me up online i dont mind...damn this is about as long as my post i must go now..peace~
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