Today was such a good day. I got to go hang out with a cool person. I had the head of massage tell my extership site doctors that I am worth having around. I talked to a friend i haven't seen in forever. I am finaly going to bemaking mone dong what i love to do. Today was seriously a great day...all i wanted was for someone to care. Some one to be ( Read more... )

The sun is gone and the flowers rot ( Read more... )

I had really big plans and alot of good ideas going into this week. I really thought it was going to be a very good week. But....lol it wasn't everything that i wanted it to be. Yeah no doubt there were some good times and there were some times that i wish i could have just come over with better talking. I hurt people and then i think i resolved ( Read more... )

I swear if it isn't one thing then it is definitly another. I can never seem to fully understand anything anymore. It just seems like week after week everything is a blur. I remember everything but nothing makes sence anymore. I know i am a good person and i know that everyone i know is a good person. I know that i always mean well. If only you ( Read more... )

I wish people could see life through my eyes. I wish that people could see the important things in life and i wish that people could see how hard it is to be someone to somebody now a days. I am not going to lie I have issues that people don't even know about. The people that are closest to me in my life right now have no clue of the thoughts that ( Read more... )

So i have been writing a song and i thought today i was going to be able to for sure finish it after like.....three months of writing it but the mood wasn't right so i am hoping to have it up by tomorrow sometime. Look for it and if i really like it i am going to paten it and put it on myspace. till tomorrow self. Love ya
>peace<
Jon

So for the longest time i have been thinking of my self as someone that was once the guy to be around and now i am the one whos girlfriend probably barely wants to be around. Well a while back maybe even last winter i had taken a mirror and just looked into it for an hour or so and then wrote what i sdaw in myself and the way i carried myself. I ( Read more... )

So I am going to start updating this thing every day because it seems like i am getting caught up in my thoughts every day. For the past couple weeks i have been confused. Well maybe I wouldn't say I have been confused I have just been avoiding the truth. I am finally going to go to florida. Carrie and I got the tickets and I was so stoked. I mean ( Read more... )

So I just have to say a few things about how seriously awsome my lifew is going right now. I am about to end school to get my certification in massage therapy so i will be able to start practiseing and getting the big money. All that will happen in about four months. I got a new bowling ball and finally bowled my first 600 series. Pretty dope. ( Read more... )

I have not updated this thing in a while so i think that is what i am goiing to do now. Nothing really big has happened in my life as of late. Pretty much found my confidence when it comes to massage therapy so thank you Mr. Romans for that. Completly kicked a couple people out of my life and kinda wish some were closer. Aceing my finals but what ( Read more... )