I really am okay. I'm thankful for that, too. I talked to the guidance counselor yesterday. We talked about my grades and how the depression caused them to slip. We also talked about Algebra, which is currently an F, and how if I can't get it up I might be attending summer school. I've never done that and I don't want to. I'm not a stupid ( Read more... )

It’s terribly cold today.
The glances are dampening her weary eyes.
She blinks to redeem herself
But her troublesome actions leek anyway.

Being confused would be putting it lightly.
She doesn’t have a clue in the world.
Maybe dropping out early wasn’t so bright.
There were no great expectations.

No one looks up when she whimpers.
It was an accident ( Read more... )

Yesterday was the day for Each Hour. I participated as much as I could. However, halfway through it, my brother came home from work and was stubborn and wouldn't do it. He had to have two lights on. I did the best I could, though. They just wouldn't believe me when I said that every little bit helps. Oh well, I guess.

Today is the last day of spring ( Read more... )

You know, I haven't posted a entry here in forever. I should start to make it a habit. Maybe I won't be as frustrated if I were to just get out my freaking emotions from time to time in a positive way. Haha. Anyway, I find it rather odd how all of a sudden TWLOHA is really popular. What's taken everyone so long to realize how amazing it is? And why ( Read more... )

Title: It's Not Pleasant, But We Deal
Author: donottestme
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
POV: Third Person
Summary: "Ryan, it'll be okay. I promise. I know you feel a bit broken, but this feeling will pass."
Disclaimer: I do not own the characters. Nor do I own title. Both belong to Panic! At the Disco.
Author Notes: This is, in fact, my first story ( Read more... )

I haven't typed anything on here since August. It's now September. My habits just keep worsening. I'll just have to fix that ( Read more... )

    I am, in fact, crying at this very moment. My fucking school isn't allowing me to take band. I'm fucked. That's ruining everything. What the fuck am I supposed to do now?! I don't know. I don't give a shit about Biology. Music is my life. I'm not going to be a goddamn science teacher. So much for band camp.

     Isn't it real funny how my parents go out for like 10 minutes and when they get back, my dad totally kills my attitude? Real nice. Whatever. He doesn't even care. All he cares about his taking his freaking nap. I really hate being in a pissy mood because that's not really who I am. However, I sometimes have the tendency to be very moody. Well ( Read more... )

    Last night was a very trying night. The moods ranged from happiness, remorse, confusion, and terror. I'm not going to get very in dept with what happened, only really because I have friends on LiveJournal and I don't want them to read it. Not that I don't trust them, I just don't want them to know. I'll save that for my notebook.

I feel ( Read more... )

    The party was actually really, really fun I thought. There was only about seven people there the whole time. Four other people came for like a few minutes and then left. The people who stayed the whole time was Lauren, Evy, Jess, Nathan, the Stoner brothers, and myself, obviously. I've realized that I'm a pretty huge flirt. Honestly, I don't ( Read more... )