i really am quite saddened by some peoples immaturity. ive always had the need to believe in people. ive really always thought that the saying "creature of habit" was a reflection of the lack of faith in mankind that most people have. recently i feel like the hundreds of second chances ive handed out like water in the desert turned out to be like ( Read more... )

tomorrow is school and i am so stressed already...at least im not already in school like everyone else ( Read more... )

i drove around a certain area of Los Angeles today and looked around at all my old friends houses.

i thought of all of the broken homes and REMEMBERED MY FRIENDS and wished that they could be OK now.

...i think of all the secrets behind the doors of every house i see

AND I SHAKE

some paintings...

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hmm...so i got a 2nd degree burn yesterday in malibu all over my back and butt and legs and face and arms....and i cant move at all...sitting in the worse because my butt is more burnt than anything else...and i walk with my legs spread as not to feel the utmost pain...ugh shitty ( Read more... )

my friend forever kevin is driving to north carolina to live there. who moves to north carolina? im kinda sad...actually really sad i cant get to know him more than i already do :(


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im back from italy. and im blonde. again :)


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im in italy right now. 17 days of italians is getting to me i must say ( Read more... )

today is july 1st.

i am leaving for italy in a few hours.

ill be back july 31st.

ill miss my love. buck shit fag spencer. i love you with all my heart. i dont know what ill do without you

goodbye everyone
leave me messages on my cell phone
love you

...and apparently im bad with death. i realized that today. this is probably due to the fact that i have never been confronted with the death of someone i knew before ( Read more... )