Comments | dont_assume: On Your Shore

dont_assume

On Your Shore

Sep 18, 2008 23:29

I have been feeling really lonely lately. It's been hard to shake the feeling but I have been trying my best to look on the bright side. I feel like I am going through the motions of school because it is what I am supposed to do. I feel like I am attending UWM because it is convenient. I am missing old friends and I have been making new ones that I ( Read more... )

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oh darling.. mcpuggington September 19 2008, 05:46:16 UTC

i'm sorry to hear things are tough right now,
but i can def. can understand how you're feeling..

*hugz*

Re: oh darling.. dont_assume September 19 2008, 23:33:52 UTC

::hugs:: You always make me smile, EJ! Thanks you.

tedrick_james September 19 2008, 13:59:20 UTC

When did it become so difficult to meet people that didn't lie?
When we left playgrounds? I mean, if I look at the percentage of friends that I even just know are honest and cool with me - not even accounting for the people who don't live here/have moved, who are very busy, who I don't see often, that sort of thing - the percentage of those people compared to the number of people who I've met is teenie. What makes things worse is my propensity (one that I assume that you share, but I'm not 100% positive) towards giving trust to people who ultimately prove themselves to undeserving. It accents the aloneness, even if I was originally trying to alleviate that.

If you need some company or someone to chat with, feel free to drop me a line - all I'm doing is getting surgery next week, lol.

dont_assume September 19 2008, 23:34:16 UTC

Surgery?! Why???

tedrick_james September 19 2008, 23:57:20 UTC

I'm having my gall bladder taken out! I've only posted it across the goddamned universe, lol. It's like, 5 incisions with a tiny camera and very precise tools, an hour and a half out, and then they sew me up - it's the kind of surgery that makes FTM top surgery look like you're being gored by a mastadon (not meaning to insult, obviously, especially since I'm hoping to get mine done soon enough). My gall bladder has a ton of stones in it, and the lining of it is 4mm thick, which is actually rather thick for an organ that only has worries of gently grazing other soft organs.