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[13diamond]

I'm an absolute total mess. Im seeing the school consular, and I still managed to cut. I'm turning bi, and I don't want my parents to know, so I've been an emotional mess. Whenever I cut, I want to cut over and over and over again. But I can't. No one can see my scars. There are so many. I used to burn. I don't know what to do. :/

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[auroranighthart]

The best thing you can do is allow yourself to deal with your issues one at a time. When you compile them together like that it makes it seem that there's no way to make it through. You have to isolate situations and obstalces to DEAL with them. Which can be hard to do granted. But the best way to do it is to rationalize your way through it. See things from a general perspective and not just from your pain... this can help allevate the stress...

As for the cutting, I know all too well that that's a battle that takes work. But you have to really really want to stop. It takes incredible will power. Even if you go years without doing it, it will always take will-power. But, alas, there's nothing that a strong mind cannot conquer.

[graystarlight]

You are not alone.

I had a hard time dealing when I was realizing I was bi, too.

I felt like I was crazy sometimes. I wasn't. I was just sorting things out.

Be kind to yourself if you can. You deserve it. For real.