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May 12, 2011 08:15

im falling apart..i thought i could deal with this..but i feel like curling up in a hole and dying. i have want to talk to someone about it but i didnt want to hurt them or make them sad. my bf can tell something is wrong with me..but he doesnt know what it is. i dont want to hurt him by telling him. my addiction to cutting would just make him ( Read more... )

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shadowbaby4 May 12 2011, 13:23:22 UTC

That's a hard way to feel. ::hugs::

victoriapaine May 12 2011, 13:28:15 UTC

yeah. *cries* thanks..ive been keeping this inside for a long time..

saraxelizabeth May 12 2011, 17:01:35 UTC

First, I think you should talk to your doctor/psychiatrist about this and see if he can change your medicine. I went through quite a few, varying side effects/didn't help me, until I got on Zoloft and Abilify and it works fairly well and takes away MOST of my urges to cut. And for the most part keeps me somewhat happy.

Secondly, it was hard telling my boyfriend/now husband. And I'll be honest, he doesn't always handle it well...because it scares him. But, I can talk to him about it and he is there for me...and knowing someone cares and is afraid for me, helps me not want to do it, because I'm the type of person who wants to keep other people happy more than myself. And just knowing someone is there for you, helps A LOT.

Hang in there. *hugs*

victoriapaine May 12 2011, 17:30:12 UTC

yeah ok thanks. ill go see my doc. and see wut other meds. he can give that would help me more.

thanks for the advice and help and the hug

moriahmoriah May 13 2011, 00:53:27 UTC

How long have you been on medication and what kind and what dose? All these things can be factors. Also, it's often beneficial to couple meds with therapy. I'm so sorry you feel this way. I would definitely recommend a therapist along with medication, though.

victoriapaine May 13 2011, 13:20:45 UTC

i take Fluoxetine 20 mg.an antidepressant of the selective serotonin reuptake inhibitor class.
Fluoxetine is approved for the treatment of major depression (including pediatric depression), obsessive-compulsive disorder (in both adult and pediatric populations), bulimia nervosa, panic disorder and premenstrual dysphoric disorder.
Medical usesFluoxetine is frequently used to treatment major depression, bipolar disorder, obsessive compulsive disorder, bulimia nervosa, panic disorder and premenstrual dysphoric disorder.It has also been used for cataplexy, obesity, and alcohol dependence.