help with layout?
I changed my layout... for the eight billionth time... and I've finally
decided to admit that I have no effin clue how to do it right.
Sooo... if anyone wants to make it pretty for me... speak up. I
promise to do something nice for you back... like ummm...
something. Thanks.
Derek was just an ass to me. It's so strange... to think that a minute ago I was missing him a little and wondering how things would be when he got back. I've been really worried about it... because I think our levels of interest in each other varied too much. When he told me that he was going to stay in Hattiesburg for an extra three months, I got really nervous. Why? Did I have anything to do with it? Now I realize that even if I do, I don't want to. I really don't want to. And yes, I know that you're not supposed to put a preposistion at the end of a sentance.
In somewhat related news, Corey was mean to me weekend before last, when HE fucked up our plans and then blamed it on me. It's funny because... at first he was being so sweet to me... that I was excited and tempted to remember that side of him... but he pretty much reminded me why I didn't want shit to do with him in one phone call. I laughed where I would've cried before.
Life really is funny. It's funny to me, at least, how people are always ending up on one side of the spectrum with me. They either adore me or want nothing to do with me. My dad is like that, too, I think, in that people either LOVE him or HATE him.
Anyway, I'm going to finish watching Forrest Gump now. And I'm going to cry when Jenny finally realizes that her whole life she wanted a guy who was kind-hearted and who looked out for her best interest. She's going to mentally look back on a history of self-serving assholes and wonder why she never saw it before. I think you're supposed to hate Jenny in the movie, at least a little. I don't. I understand what was going on in her head.
She thought that she needed someone who was political or a genius or unrealistically good-looking. She thought she needed a guy to tell her what to do. She thought it was their right to push her around a little bit because HEY, she could be pretty damn hard to deal with sometimes.
I know what it's like to feel that way, at least a little bit. To feel like you don't DESERVE someone to be good to you. But I recognize the falsehood in those feelings. And it hurts to watch other people who don't. Okay. I'm done.
*Oh, if you know how the baby is Forrest's son when Jenny and Forrest never had sex then PLEASE explain it to me! Thank you. *
Derek was just an ass to me. It's so strange... to think that a minute ago I was missing him a little and wondering how things would be when he got back. I've been really worried about it... because I think our levels of interest in each other varied too much. When he told me that he was going to stay in Hattiesburg for an extra three months, I got really nervous. Why? Did I have anything to do with it? Now I realize that even if I do, I don't want to. I really don't want to. And yes, I know that you're not supposed to put a preposistion at the end of a sentance.
In somewhat related news, Corey was mean to me weekend before last, when HE fucked up our plans and then blamed it on me. It's funny because... at first he was being so sweet to me... that I was excited and tempted to remember that side of him... but he pretty much reminded me why I didn't want shit to do with him in one phone call. I laughed where I would've cried before.
Life really is funny. It's funny to me, at least, how people are always ending up on one side of the spectrum with me. They either adore me or want nothing to do with me. My dad is like that, too, I think, in that people either LOVE him or HATE him.
Anyway, I'm going to finish watching Forrest Gump now. And I'm going to cry when Jenny finally realizes that her whole life she wanted a guy who was kind-hearted and who looked out for her best interest. She's going to mentally look back on a history of self-serving assholes and wonder why she never saw it before. I think you're supposed to hate Jenny in the movie, at least a little. I don't. I understand what was going on in her head.
She thought that she needed someone who was political or a genius or unrealistically good-looking. She thought she needed a guy to tell her what to do. She thought it was their right to push her around a little bit because HEY, she could be pretty damn hard to deal with sometimes.
I know what it's like to feel that way, at least a little bit. To feel like you don't DESERVE someone to be good to you. But I recognize the falsehood in those feelings. And it hurts to watch other people who don't. Okay. I'm done.
*Oh, if you know how the baby is Forrest's son when Jenny and Forrest never had sex then PLEASE explain it to me! Thank you. *