i went for a physical today, got lotsa blood drawn but i got a squeezy ball to squeeze! then a pap smear and whatnot, pissed in a cup, filled out lots of paperwork. the next step is for me to be matched with a recipent. in order for that to happen i have to find cute little girl pictures of myself =). then after that's all in order (she said it ( Read more... )

i want a haircut, and i want it to be little and scraggly but look good. i will probably chicken out. butttt either way i am dedicating myself to losing weight. i bought all this healthy food and i have it in my fridge/ room in my dorm, so it's good to snack on instead of microwave crap like my usual diet. i had one cigarette around 1pm today and i ( Read more... )

so i lied. i have four days of class but i'm trying to get it back to two. it's proving rather difficult. i'm already losing happy being here, all away from everything.

at least my brakes work.

this semester i don't think i'm gonna mind going back to school. i have only 2 days of class each week, tuesday and friday, and the other days i'm gonna work but only at night. i want to wake up between 9 and 11 the other days and do hw/ work out/ read/ write. this time, it will happen. by it i mean good things. mush!

soon i am donating an egg. when i go in for my blood test in about a week or two i can't have any nicotine/ alcohol in my blood system. $8,000 is riding on it. the alcohol won't be a problem. i ordered a carton of non tobacco/nicotine cigarettes online. they are made of cocoa beans. i love chocolate. i hope they're funny ( Read more... )

i want to watch mean girls and eat cookie dough. it's pretty tired out. i love someone and his name is boboli barbasol. that's a tongueful.

goodnight world o' livejournal. strap o' death.

bah!

so i've recently made some decisions about my life. for a longish while i've wanted to teach in an urban school. i'm still set on that, recently more than ever. once i've made a comfortable living for myself (buy a home, student loans paid off etc.) i want to open a business of sorts, be my own manager, see my own profits, have freedom to do things ( Read more... )

can this semester end so i can go home?

i started dancing again.

so there's this crazy awkward manager at my job and he's all gung-ho "fuck yeah applebees!" :jizz:. when he goes around to talk to tables they all stare at each other like "wtf just happened?" anyway he yells at me when i just say "have a good night" or something and not "come back soon!" so today we're both up at the host stand and these three ( Read more... )