Is there something you're scared for others to find out?She stood in front of that mirror for a while, actually feeling her hair dry in the humid air before stepping out into the bedroom. She could hear the television on downstairs, whatever he was watching he was watching it loudly. Padding around the bedroom she dropped the towel and tugged on
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That wasn't going on though.
Chewing on her bottom lip for a moment she tried to weigh it all in her mind, as she shifted her weight a bit on her feet and dropped her hands to her sides, letting her palms wipe lightly against her jeans.
"It's mine, I've had it since before I flew to Australia... when I got the job there... Jess... she gave it to me," Nikki watched his features play over the image and then back up to her as she tried to sort out how much to tell him at this very moment.
"She's my sister."
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"That was yer angle." he realized softly, speaking almost to himself. "I knew you had one...I knew you was up to somethin', I just..."
He hated that he felt pain...that the inside of his chest was throbbing with a raw spot she'd just scrubbed a Brillo pad over with three words that made everything so clear to him...
"How much did you get?" he asked quietly, his voice still flat and practical as he shut his eyes...he couldn't look at her, not now...not when he was so totally screwed. "How much did ya take me for?"
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Of course he was finally seeing her for her, and maybe that was good. Setting her jaw she folded her arms across her chest, now overly defensive about the entire situation.
"Nothing," Nikki tried to keep her resolve, to keep stoic but the emotion in her was tugging her in all different directions, "I didn't take anything. I'm not going to either."
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It was a pretty lie...a pretty lie with real feeling behind it, maybe the worst kind. And he wanted it.
So when she started giving under the weight of it all...proving, at least in his mind, that she just wasn't cut out for the game, no matter what she thought or said, Sawyer just reached out and pulled her in. Wrapping his arms around her, he just held onto her, resting his cheek against her temple. A few soft noises escaped him in spite of himself...generic, soothing, because it was needed...because this was who he had to be in the moment.
He just held her...he just *had* her, for a moment. And for that moment...it was enough.
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Shifting his grip, Sawyer let himself relax a little...an arm looped around her waist, a hand buried in her hair as he shifted his chin against the top of her head to fit her better into his grip...and she did fit. It was a load of nonsensical crap better reserved for the romantic, sentimental types.
Still...she did fit there pretty good.
"Yeah." he sighed after a moment, absently rubbing her back. "Don't see why not."
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