Now... wasn't my intention to damage you to actually get bits of what's going on in the world!!!!
Granted, I don't ever really admit what's going on either. Let's just say it's been a long and painful route of 'let's learn who the fuck really matters.' It's depressing when you figure out that there are far fewer people that matter than you thought there were. Or that will actually give a damn about you when you're down and out.
As far as the real updates go... work is work, credit card debt is the devil though I'm trying to kill it off, new roommates are good, want to buy a kitten, and need a vacation badly. I think that about covers it, lol. I miss you!!!
sounds alot like what's going on here. debt is kicking my ass, i somehow managed to get tenosynovitis in my right hand's middle finger, index finger and thumb so I can't really type or knit or use a mouse or anything with my right hand. I mean i can move it but it hurts and the tendons are all inflamed. they want to give me cortizone injections and that's only a temp fix. the ortho docs at work say surgery is my best bet but without occupational therapy will mean limited mobility. and this is my hand we're talking about. (as well as my job....) so yeah. stress and more stress these days. misses you xo.
Yeah, I'm seriously just wondering why I haven't run off to the wilderness away from it all in hopes of getting my act together. But, I can't beat the apartment I'm in. Split between three, I don't ever pay more than like 350 a month. That's a lot of money towards paying stuff off. I was thrilled enough that I got my student loans below 20 grand finally
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We should become hermits. You gotta remember that I'm a county employee. They could care less about my hand issue. I was debating purchasing a usb powered touchpad to use as a mouse instead of the mouse I got screwed with at work. It was totally designed for someone with hands twice the size of mine. Using the touch pad on my lap top doesnt hurt because I move my wrist more than the index finger. People do seriously suck. I discovered that although i drove 4 people to warped tour yesterday that I was by myself the whole damn time. Sure, I was a volly for the Eco Initiative and was picking up recycleables....but hey. I can still watch bands whenever I wanted... not that anyone wanted to do that with me. :(
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Granted, I don't ever really admit what's going on either. Let's just say it's been a long and painful route of 'let's learn who the fuck really matters.' It's depressing when you figure out that there are far fewer people that matter than you thought there were. Or that will actually give a damn about you when you're down and out.
As far as the real updates go... work is work, credit card debt is the devil though I'm trying to kill it off, new roommates are good, want to buy a kitten, and need a vacation badly. I think that about covers it, lol. I miss you!!!
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so yeah.
stress and more stress these days.
misses you xo.
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You gotta remember that I'm a county employee. They could care less about my hand issue. I was debating purchasing a usb powered touchpad to use as a mouse instead of the mouse I got screwed with at work. It was totally designed for someone with hands twice the size of mine. Using the touch pad on my lap top doesnt hurt because I move my wrist more than the index finger.
People do seriously suck. I discovered that although i drove 4 people to warped tour yesterday that I was by myself the whole damn time. Sure, I was a volly for the Eco Initiative and was picking up recycleables....but hey. I can still watch bands whenever I wanted... not that anyone wanted to do that with me. :(
i misses you. come visit.
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