so andy's agreed to move out with me but not until spring, that is if i can make it through the holiday season without going back on xanex. balarg. I'm working retail. I don't know if I can make it without the chemical stimulance. However, I lost my prescription drug coverage when I graduated so I don't see me shelling out a couple hundo on drugs. ( Read more... )

move into the Ritz? I'd seriously be less than 5 minutes (depending on the light at 7 corners) from work at the mall and less than 10 minutes from the bar. This seems logical enough but the place is a shit hole, and Beast, Jam and SAK already live there. (and I don't have a cute moniker...yet!) It'd be $175 a month with everything included, and I ( Read more... )

I really hope that I am not the only one who downloaded this free short Wes Anderson film from iTunes last week. There is 1 person in particular that I see playing this true-to-life role in my life (it is not Andrew). I miss my hair looking like Natalie Portman's in this short. I miss having someone like Jason Schwartzman's role in my life. You ( Read more... )

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i'm working myself into "undead" status. Bascially I'm holding down 1 full time job at the mall, and of course I'm still bartending wednesday, saturday and sunday nights. Andy wants me to cut down my hours on the weekend but that's not happening. I have the option to buy Poppa D's car (again). That's the 1998 Passat wagon with teh 20 valve 1.8L ( Read more... )

Honestly, why do I find it so damn hard to communicate my feelings to that guy I've seen once a week for the past 2.5 years? What the hell is the point if we can't even see eye to eye on any plan of attack at all? I say "I need to move out of my parents house, so do you, so let's pool resources" and I get "No, I can't afford it." But he is going to ( Read more... )

I'm in love with the new Killer's album. Well it's not new, but apparently I live under a rock and just discovered it. Yup. I've even decided to get lyrics from the song Indie RnR tattooed around my wrist. The lines I want are "...Let's cause a scene, like lovers do on the silver screen..." over a background of 8mm film. It totally shows my love of ( Read more... )

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only 81%? c'mon...I'd totally be a zombie before I try to defend some location.

...if i drool and or gnaw on your brains alittle bit.


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So, we have internets at the club infinity. yes. people can pay via PAYPAL to get in and other fun crapola like that. I'm having a blast as the zombie bride (or ZomBride) and fabulously dressed and people want my picture.
ok i must go, but I thought I'd spread the news that my stupidity has spawned brillance.