let's all be adults, now.

worse and worse

Agnus did this. I think it's a good idea ( Read more... )

i really want to get involved in some second saturday work. i want to put up some paintings and see if i cant generate a little buzz. maybe i can get james to help me out with the use of his printer to get a simple portfolio together. i dont have much money :/ so hopefully he'll take reefer or something, as payment ( Read more... )

i'm tired of friend collectors. im tired of being told to my face by sadistic people that i am loved and important, when everything behind the scenes is a blatant insult and wildly opposed to all things "candice." i don't have time for you people anymore. get a fucking life and stop trying to build up all your friends lists, your cell phone ( Read more... )

party theme for saturday has been changed to generally, awesome.
be there or be rectangle.

im trying hard not to give up.

today when i woke up and got on livejournal it felt like it used to when i was dinolives... i dont know how to explain this. the air felt the same. i felt the same. it was weird. it went away, but it was like one of those weird... de va ju moments, i guess. weeeeeeeeird ( Read more... )

i am attending the very first funeral of my life this wednesday. wayne, at this moment, is requesting the morning off of work so he can take me, and be there with me. i wouldn't be able to do it without him. i know that much, at least. i still find my eyes welling up with tears when i think about grandma juliette.. nothing seems to quell my sadness ( Read more... )

ive never dealt with death well. jewel's grandmother passed away yesterday morning. i'd known her since i was about 9 years old or so, and honestly i was closer to her than i am to my moms mom. we spent the night there, she rewarded us with money for good grades, always offered congratulations and hugs and well wishings, had a marvelous singing ( Read more... )

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