year in pictures

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My year in pictures

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Fuck. Just Fuck. That's all I have to say. Everything I do seems to get screwed up somehow. I try to tell her that I just want some fucking time to myself and now she won't even talk to me. I feel like no one really knows me. I'm just so fucking lonely that sometimes I don't know who I can talk to. I mean some people just drift in and out of my ( Read more... )

I cut myself
You hurt me so bad
And you ask me why
I thought you knew
And I reply
FUCK YOU!

You stabbed me
You ripped out my heart
You bore into my skull
You ate my flesh

Today I forgot to take my math test during homeroom and I think my teacher's reely disapointed in me. I try so hard in that class and i ruined it all just because i didnt take the fucking test! S;DJFHAD;LJGH ( Read more... )

i hate myself....the psat's were so hard i defintly think i got like a 100 on them. everyone keeps telling me that im so smart and all but they just dont know what its like to be me. im not smart! im a stupid loser and i dont know why no one understands that. sure im in advanced classes but its only because my parents push me until im crying. every ( Read more... )

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I really hate school, everyone's really mean to me. Everyone makes fun of the things that I wear, they laugh at me behind my back, I can tell. Whenever I leave a room they all start laughing at me, I've heard them talking about me. I'm really thinking about dropping out of school, I can't take it anymore, none of my teachers like me and even ( Read more... )

why me?

Today has been odious. Obviously it hasn't been pulchritudinous. If it had I wouldn't be writing because that's what this journal is all about. I woke up feeling incredibly depressed but I couldn't figure out why. No one has called me all week. They've got a lot of nerve to say they are my friends. I just listen to that song over over because it ( Read more... )