I'm not sure what i want anymore ( Read more... )

I can't wait till fall comes, b/c me, Mandy, and whoever we feel worth are going to a pumpkin farm, to pick out pumpkins, carve them and go on a hay ride! YEEE-HAWWWW!?! ahahah ( Read more... )

Growing up Southern is a privilege. It's more than where you're born; it's an idea and state of mind that seems imparted at birth. It's more than lovin' fried chicken, sweet tea, football, beer, and country music... It's being hospitable, devoted to porches, magnolias, sweet potato pie, coca-cola, and each other.. we dont become Southern, we're ( Read more... )

Right now I'm alone, there are people around me but I'm alone. I have no one right now. Every rock I've had, has gone in some shape or form. I got into an arguement with my mom and I ask her why she puts me second and she told me that I'm an adult and she shouldn't have to put me first because I'm not a kid anymore. I died that moment, a little ( Read more... )

I am sooo damn tired of making excuses for how my life turned out. Instead of doing anything about it, I'm just sitting back complaining, waiting for the perfect life to fall in my lap. Yeah fucking right...I need to start being passionate about something. School, work, owning my own business with Mandy. I need these things in my life. I want to ( Read more... )

"I drift away to a place ( Read more... )

Hopefully tomorrow I'm going to get some rainbows and some much needed jeans. I'm excited, its been awhile since I went shopping with amy. Just me and her, it should be fun. I miss her, being at school and all. We went on a walk today and I had dinner at her house like OLD times. It felt...comfortable, makes me think of years ago when we were like ( Read more... )

I feel as though i have grown up, i have changed so much, for the better. Lets see if it will stay, the change that is. Can i handle such a change after 4 years. I want to, I need to, I have to.

i didn't see you coming, you called, i answered, falling face down, i had nothing, but you called, i came running, in my mind i thought there was no way that I could do what you're asking, no way, but in my heart i knew my live was about this, about you, not about me, you called, i came running, and now my life is in your hands do what you will ( Read more... )

I feel like shit, I'm sick, yuck!

I want to go out today clubbing but gloomy Mallory is out and she doesn't want to so much.

I need coffee, its killing me.

I'm alone right now and its so peaceful and wonderful.

Correction I was alone and its no long wonderful.

I'm tired and lazy, i wanna read my book and take a nice long hot bubble bath.